Thursday, July 31, 2008

fact

i can say,
true love waits,
endures whatever,
patient, and kind.

Sunday, July 27, 2008

/

There I was an empty piece of a shell,
Just mindin' my own world;
Without even knowin' what love and life were all about.

Then you came,
You brought me out of the shell;
You gave the world to me
And before I knew,
There I was so in love with you.

You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I'm feelin'
You gave me a meaning to my life,
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met you.

I love the touch of your hair
And when I look in your eyes
I just know, I know I'm on to something good

And I'm sure my love for you will endure
Your love will light up my world;
And take all my cares away with the aching part of me.

You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I'm feelin'
You gave me a meaning to my life,
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met you.

You taught me how to love,
You showed me how tomorrow and today
My life is diff'rent from the yesterday;
And you, you taught me how to love
And darling I will always cherish you
Today, tomorrow and forever.

And I'm sure when evening comes around
I know we'll be making love like never before;
My love, who could ask for more?

You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I'm feelin'
You gave me a meaning to my life,
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met you.
When I met you.

You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I'm feelin'
You gave me a meaning to my life,
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met you.
When I met you.


Kapag mayron tayong iniwan sa buhay natin, lagi natin iniisip na sana kahit na hindi kayo nagkatuluyan, kahit papaano mayron kang naiwan na maganda alaala sa taong yon. Umaasa ka rin na sana may natutunana siya sayo at ipagpatuloy ang mga bagay na magaganda at ipagpatuloy rin ang pagiwas sa mga hindi. Pero pano pag-isang araw, nalaman mo nalang na parang lahat ng naitulong mo (sana) ay bigla nalang naglahong parang bula? Parang biglang isang araw, lahat ng kung ano nuon e nawala, nabura, kinalimutan. Kahit na sabihin natin pinaka-maliit na detalye or pinaka-mababaw na paalala, e parang bigla nalang hindi naalala.

Masakit isipin na iniwan mo ung isang tao, kahit anong dahilan pa iyon, na maayos at umaasa na napabuti mo siya kaysa sa mapunta sa ibang daan. Ang mas masakit pa don, na ikaw lahat ng paalala, payo, kahit mismong pagbutones ng isang button sa polo shirt; halos naka-kabit na sayo ang mga simpleng paalalang mga ganun dahil alam mo yun ung gusto nung tao at para sayo rin naman yon. Na ikaw, binigyan mo ng importansya lahat - lahat kahit magkaiba na kayo ng landas na gustong tahakin. Kung ano-ano na nasabi sayo, ano - anong mga pangako ang binitawan, na tanggap mo na hindi magagampanan lahat iyon; pero sana, kahit ung mga simpleng bagay lang ang ninanais mo makita na nabibigyan importansya.

Naniniwala ako na hindi porke't iniwan mo na ang isang tao, nagkahiwalay kayo na magkaibigan, magkaaway, o walang kibuan dapat nang alisin lahat ng mabubuting bagay na nadulot sayo nung tao (kung mayron man). Oo, masakit ang pinagdaanan, pero hindi iyon sapat na dahilan para sirain ang buhay, tiwala, at respeto sa isa't - isa.

*nasan na ang kahulugan ng kantang ito?*

Friday, July 18, 2008

return of the come back

i'm back to nyoy, jimmy bondoc, nina, side A songs...and the likes..hahaha HAHAHAHAHAHA

english version, brian mcknight, 98degrees, nsync, michael bolton..hahahaha whoooohooo

go heartS! whahahahahaha

H.S here i come again! hahaha

jologs!

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

friends

i've talked to two of my friends and from them i realized and saw myself..how i act now and how i feel now (romantically speaking)..

from friend no.1, she mentioned the phrase "i've never felt this way before"..cliche as it may sound, but its true..i guess we'll always have this one feeling from this one specific event or specific person that no matter it maybe in the past or present, you'll just smile and say, "i've never felt this way before"..actually for her, her love life is too complicated for an average 21-22year old life..but the thing that struck me most is that, she still loves the person for who he is, with baggage or none..everything is complicated enough that a usual big issue (well for me it would be a big issue) is just a tiny spot of dirt on her white uniform..haha its a bit weird for me, for someone to be that open enough to accept ALL of him..but i guess that's when you love, and i think now i know it..


okay.. from friend no.2, she is a nerve wracking - big headache friend..haha everyone would agree..anyway, with her she's a living martyr but when i had a short talk with her, instead of me telling this and that to her..basically opposing everything she says..instead, i was telling her that it's okay for her to feel something even though there's another thing..(can't lay it all out! hahaa) because the truth is, i felt what she's feeling right now..exactly 4days, she said..haha but i was the opposite of her, i knew that time would come and instead of overcoming it, i gave in because i knew that's what i wanted, that's what i was looking for..but for her she's still confused because like what she said, she had always wanted and loved the current, true and pure..anyway, now that i'm here at this state (make that a colorful state) i now understand her when it comes to her reactions and dealings with her guy..to be so in love and would do anything just to make it work, would give up everything, and would really work it out 'til she breaks out..haha

i guess i would always have this armour on me since the first time i got hurt..haha i never removed it or let down my guard..but i'm afraid that one day i will..one day i would be so vulnerable and get really attached..and i hate it when that day would come! haha i know it would be a wonderful feeling because i know i have my safety net with me but still, ms.pride for you please! haha

"pride ain't nothing when it comes to matters of the heart" - Guess Who?

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Thursday, July 10, 2008

and i live by

always remember:

pain makes a person grow stronger and for happiness to be sweeter

*some things i live by everyday thru experience and time or maybe because of my wisdom teeth? dalawa na kase e pero puro half pa lang..haha and i'm afraid if they're both impacted..tsk"

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

good bye old friend


goodbye to you and hello to
so i know i'm boring bkit black ulit, pero kse almost everyone na nakikita ko who has it pink or red or fuschia..? anyway, so black nalang looks classic..

like what i said 3 years ago, i think..i had my very first..and more than thankful to my tito! i had to call him that day (kse kakauwi lang sa pinas) to thank him..it was near my bday when i received it or after..

but my techie tita, we used to research on the lastest ipod versions, we both wanted this because of the video..but we're both satisfied with the old..(and sa knya is the old classic, actually kung un ung ibibgay niya sa akin masaya ako e! kso wala siyang balak ipamigay..haha ) so she asked me what i wanted for my bday.."kahit ano po, ok lang.." then she said "ipod?!" of course ms.pakipot in the house said, "ang mahal pa e! hinihintay ko pang magmura"..haha then sunday came, she asked me again..i still said the same thing..because half of me wanted it and the other half shy type and sort of nanghihinayang..then the next thing i know she handed me the money and said, "kapag maganda, tell me..bibili na rin ako"

so yun..very thankful of course, because i was telling myself that one day when i have an extra cash or if there'd be a sale..haha i would get myself a new one, just to upgrade the memory..then someone answered it for me..hehe

before my problem was, i have too many songs in my lap but i only have 1GB..now i need to download more songs to fill it, at least half..haha including pics..haha so if anyone knows a site in which i can download video files for FREE..please tell me..haha take not FREE! hahaha

thank you Lord, thank you tita beng, thank you Life/luck/destiny! (i don't know what to call it..haha basta un) :)