first time to go out!haha

since i was ZERO social life for me, my considered social life is with may parents or with relatives. period. haha but it's fine, i'm not the most friendly person in the world. haha

anyway, last saturday night (yehess..saturday night! hahaha) we went to Elephant Bar down at Burbank. with my new friends, they're both pinoy, marianne - born here but she talks filipino the way i do. with all the "tono" and some of the "jologs" term we use. sometimes i wonder if she's lying..haha joke. then there's harry, born in pinas, but has been here for 11 years now. he visited pinas for the first time after 11 years. and he was sick first week, then no one to go out with because no one knows him anymore! haha

so there, i was doing my hours at CVS pharma, supposedly out by 10pm but they kidnapped me around 830. i was the only tech in the pharma, i was willing to stay to help out the pharmacist but on the second thought, i'm not getting paid for this, so why not have a social life instead..and so i did! haha

i didn't feel like eating, but they were both hungry so i just ordered salad, thinking that i couldn't finish it, but of course..with my b-i-g appetite, gone salad! haha Thai - High Sweet and Spicy Salad! yummy i thought we were going to get a drink, but since they didn't order any alcohol, edi wag!haha

we all had a good talk and laugh, about pinas, my life in pinas, and questions like what "if's"..they were actually telling me, after 3 more years or less my decision whether pinas or US would change. i said no, because i still don't like to be here, this doesn't feel home. i'm here to earn, make a career, live and love life. but for me to absorb this country like my own. NEVER. while i'm here and have the opportunity in my hands, i'd make the most out of it, but after years of working - saved up some money. or even start a family here, then when they're old enough, i'd go back to pinas and grow old with my husband. (of course, pinoy ang asawa ko..haha)

so we also talked about getting a tattoo..i'm willing to get one if they could find a PAINLESS tattoo for me..haha harry's planning to go home to pinas this may, i told him to go home this *tooot* this year with me, so he'll have a tour guide and make his visit more fun and not stay home all week. hehe

sayang nga e! no pictures to capture the moment, first out with friends..haha not with parents, but the thing is, i felt a little sad, coz usually since i go out with my parents all the time, the experience of eating for the first time without them is a not-so-good feeling..hehe part of me wish they were there. so i've decided to bring them there one day. hehe

**and major major major major sudden change for me and noel. he started work this monday. tulog siya gising ako..gising ako tulog siya..hahaha nakakaiyak! hehe pero kaya yan.. :)

God, answered his prayer

THANK YOU LORD!
noel got a job, right there and then he was hired, he'll start his training on Monday.
travel would be a sacrifice for him, 1 and half hour commute, 4 rides.
i'm happy because i know he's happy.
one more to go, Lord, alam niyo na yun!:)

one way street

feeling ng lahat ikaw lagi ung nagmamatigas, ikaw lagi ung nag-iinarte at nagssungit..kaw lage ung ung nakakasakit..pero sana maisip din ng ibang tao na may mga taong di nagsasalita at nagtitiis na tumahimik para lagn di magkagulo..may mga taong mas pipiliin akuin mag-isa ung nararamdaman kahit nasaktan, sinasaktan, at nasasaktan..pero i guess they'll never know it..