Simbang Gabi, first in my history

i should be working but i'm not! haha kse pagdating ng 430pm la na ako ggawin e bka may biglang dumalaw dito sa lugar namin at least may props pang natitira! haha kaya petix mode! haha baadd



last saturday, me and mama officially started our Simbang Gabi goal! haha well for me! haha this would be my first time to join Simbang Gabi and sosyal dito ko pa natripan sa ibang bansa! haha hindi hindi..kse kapag sa pinas dpat ang tawag simbang madaling araw! haha e goodluck every time gigisingin ako ng ate para magsimbang gabi, i'm sorry di kaya ng powers ko tumayo at gumising! haha i tried since 2nd year HS hanggang College, pero wla di nanalo ang will to start a new tradition sa buhay ko! hahaha



pero kse dito ngayon simbang gabi tlga weekends 5pm tapos weekdays 7pm, so abot ako and kaya ng powers ko yang mga ganyang oras! haha nasa wisho pa ako ng mga oras na yan! hahaha so un, 3 days were nice, pero nakakahiya ang choir ng mga mid 40's pinoy people dun sa Church kse hello may PREPARATION tayong tinatawag mga sir and maam! maybe they did prepare but it wasn't enough! i'm sorry pero you chose the song, you should know how to sing it with and without organ and its beaT! pero wala, ung mabilis - bumagal, ung dpat mabagal- bumilis! tsk tsk



pero anyway, it's not about the choir naman....laitera lang tlga ako tlga pagdating sa mga kaartihan sa mga music at decorations! hahaha



pero every message everyday makes a lot of impact in my life, especially now that there's TOO MANY changes that happened and are going to happen, for sure! parang everyday God is telling me messages i needed to hear..badly needed to hear! tapos i don't know why mama is emotional rin during this Simbang Gabi for 3 days now, ayun napapagaya tuloy ako! haha every time i see her wipe her eyes, naku i just look elsewhere, nang di ako maapektuhan! haha i never asked why, kse when she starts i know we'd look crazy mother and child crying! hahaha action speaks louder than words anyway! =)



tapos since it was a Filipino tradition of course tagalog songs and i miss singing tagalog songs! haha feel na feel ko na alam ko ung kanta! haha the sad part is, while i was observing other pinoy kids, they don't know a thing! not even Ama NAmin, mouths are all closed and wondering eyes..sad..tapos mayron ung katabi ko maybe she thought i was one of those kids, kse napapalingon siya kapag kumakanta ako ng mga Tagalog Mass songs..hehe



today and 5 more days then i've finally done something new in my religious life! hehe now, 2007 wasn't that bad...=)

----------->>>>> this was my entry yesterday! haha ngayon ko lang mappublish! so btw, my Simbang Gabi count down is down to tonight and 4 days more! yehey!