Away from Her

"i'm thinking that sometimes you...just have to make the decision to be happy.
just decide.
things aren't ever what you hoped they'd be.
not ever, for anybody.
the only thing that separates one kind of person from another is there are some who stay angry about it and there are some who...accept what comes their way."

i was talking to ara about her new "thing" about men and relationships and it all boils down to our own decision. no one can ever REALLY make us happy, in a snap they could all go away and turn into hate, disappoinment, or misery. but, it's really up to us if we stay to be in that state....forever or DECIDE TO MAKE AND FIND OUR OWN HAPPINESS.

but that hard part here is facing our own decision, whether to stay or to slowly go places where we'd feel happy and loved. facing the truth that one must settle if NEEDED or open up for new possibilities to come our way. there's nothing wrong in putting an end to the idea we grew up in, because maybe from there we could see MORE than what is offered in this norm of relationships, love, happiness, and fairytales.

we all have to go thru one or two heartbreaks or more in our lifetime, some people may never really know if they're hurt or just numb. but this shouldn't close our door, or like what ara used "refuse", for something wonderful to happen in our life. we all got hurt, became bitter, been a cynic, got pathetic, and whatnot but, we should still believe that at the end of the day, we'd still have this one thing to look forward to everyday, one thing that would come not on our own time but in His time, one thing that could really change us and compliment us, one thing that could thrive us to do better, one thing that could show us what's true and what's for real.

** "Away from Her", movie similar to "The Notebook" but for me this is better. first quarter of the movie, tears started to fall and i'm back sentimental-fool! haha it's as if i've experienced it or i'm in it..i'm happy, i'm back! hahaha