one more chance, finally

finally after a year, i've seen "One More Chance". yes, i know i'm such a loser! haha

of course, I CRIED! maybe for the whole duration of the movie..i laugh and cry at the same time. because of the "fall-back", there's a 1 hour change in our time; for some reason i just woke up around 3am and wasn't able to go back to sleep. so, i decided to watch the dvd because i'd be returning it to my sis-in-law that day too.

"it takes 2 grown ups to work a relationship" - mark (derek ramsey)

so many lines but this one got stuck and is true, its give and take, takes A LOT of patience and try as much as possible to fix the issue before the day ends.

the saddest part for me was, when popoy was only loving and trying to love tricia because at his worst, tricia was there, she took him, and made him better, made him start again. sad, because he was loving her because he owes something from her, and he feels that someone could love him at his worst, what more at his best.

i just feel that loving someone and learning to love that person at the same time is unfair for the other party. he/she is there, giving his/her all but there you are still trying to forget that past, learning to love, and loving him/her just a part from you. i mean, why do you have to fight the pain and anger by using someone else, instead of waiting 'til you're really ready to love someone with your whole self. i just believe that when you start to love someone else, you may not have forgotten your past but at least you have no doubt that you love the new person and just love.

the "ouch" scene for me was when one of their friend, played by janus, lost an engagement. then popoy comes and says all those lines. i was crying during the whole scene. (btw, forever d best si lloydie! haha)

and major factor too was the song, "i'll never go far away from you" and specifically erik santos' version, always always make me cry! add it all up, the song, the lines, the scenes = one whole night of crying! haha

and sometimes eventhough it is really painful for you to do something in the relationship, to grow, to learn, to experience, to change; you have to. whatever consequences you may get from that, whether it ends up the way you imagined it or not, you still have to, if it will make you see reality and make you, you.