astigs??? hahahhaa

i was doing some computer eklatan sa 7 Eleven for the past 3 days now...e ung computer e nasa back room - office tapos ung pc is right beside their TV na may TFC! haha friday dito tapos saturday sa pinas non..so i guess mayron pa ring mga "tweetums-pakilig-teens-show" haha ang naalala kong title nung palabas, Star Magic - ASTIGS??? with an S pa ata..haha title palang kinilabot na ako!! haha seryoso!!

ok fine, pagbigyan bka title lang..(pero actually title pa nga lang kailangan may dating na matino na e para panuorin...haha) anyway, i had no choice pero may tenga at mata ako so i can hear every conversation at once in a while napapa-glance ako kse...ito un e! ANG BABAW NG PINAGUUSAPAN NILA AT MGA "PROBLEMA" NILA!

GULAY!!!

ano baaaaa, ganyan na ba tlga ang mga issue ngayon sa buhay ng mga tao within that age range?!?!?! tumatayo balahibo ko dahil:

1. di sila marunong umarte, yes may mga itsura kayo for sure..pero where's the art?!?! haha walang kakwenta kwentang delivery! mga patay! haha i'm not saying na i can do it, at least i admit i can't do it! hahaha

2. taglish! fine cge ayos lang kung sa mga bata ung ganon..given na un e! pero hindi e!!!!! mismong magulang and specifically ung tatay pa e!!! haha comedy!! haha pero ung accent naman pinoy-english accent..haha ung diretsong english..haha basta bsta..TH!

3. mga di pa grumagraduate ng HS and yet they're all talking about getting married and na sana first and only nila ang isa't-isa!! o my...that's pathetic!

4. even their parents are involved in match-making and make their children believe and na i-set up ung mind na they'd end up together and HS sweethearts are blah blah blah...just like them..

5. na major materialistic kids, may hand me down car na ung isang character galing sa mom niya tapos he still wanted something else, motorbike ata un kse ung isa nilang friend mayron...and napansin ko important ang may car..big deal..pity pity kids!

6. at ang babaw ng pinagaawayan ng mga bf-gf...

kung pwede ko lang tlga patayin ung TV nung mga oras na yan kso nanonood si manang sa tabi ko, di rin pwede ilipat dahil malilipat rin ung isa pang TV sa office..no choice! haha

pero i swear by the moon and the stars in the sky!! tumatayo talaga balahibo ko sa inis, sa dire, sa awa, sa tawa, sa kung ano pang feeling un! haha

nakakaawa dahil ganon ung reality..i guess..kse di naman masusulat ng writer un unless may pinagbabasihan..and nakakaawa dahil yan ang mga napapanood ng mga taong nanonood niyan, especially ung mga ganong age group, kaya ung iba eager mag ka-bf/gf, daming gustong material na bagay, na ang buhay e parang dapat gaya ng nasa TV!

ay naku, wish ko lang wala nang mas lalala at mas pathetic pa dun sa napanood kong un! gulay...hahaha

my American Idol favorites and HATES

yes yes yes, filipina in the house! of course proud kse sweet naman siya and like what they say sa knya, small girl with a big voice...which is true iba singing voice niya sa speaking voice, mas gusto ko rin kumanta nalang siya pero biased, kababayan kaya fine..haha she's the smallest among the girls even the whole group ata..cute..hehe i hope she would stay sa hanggang hule pero as a winner, i don't think so..hopefully pero dunno lang..pero if ever di naman manalo, umuwi lang siya ng pinas, sikat na siya! haha

she sings like she owns the stage and been doing it for a long time! galing galing..i like her voice pero when she's not singing medyo i don't like the way she speaks pero ok fine, magaling ka kumanta kaya i like u na! haha

she's 18 yrs old i think..i like her kse she's simple and she got the package of a total performer! but i don't think she'd win..pero sana..pero may kalaban kse na mas malakas dating sa knya e..

gwapo! haha kaso may asawa na..so ok fine...di na kasama sa category ng uy-crush..haha may-itsura-siya category nalang..hehe ung first song niya for the first show was not good..haha sobrang slow and walang dating, so maybe isa siya sa mga nasa bottom...

husky voice - di ko ma-define kung anong genre niya e pero mala everything..haha kse iba-iba ung audition piece niya and he can sing tlga, australia born pero 10yrs na sa US so i guess, qualified maging Am-idol..

first person na nagustuhan ko na naka-dreds..haha tama ba term? anyway, gulay pamatay ang mata niya and smile! tapos great great voice! haha gwapo, kitang kita! haha pero voice plang, panalo na! haha hope he wins! =)

di ko siya gusto sa pic na to pero tinatamad na akong kumuha ng iba kaya ito nalang! haha other than talent, i like him! WHAHAHA infairness ngayon lang ulit ako nagka-crush..haha well actually di dead crush parang uy-crush..haha labo...i know he won't win pero at least stay for a while..worth watching siya, well for me! haha

the best! haha he's the youngest, i think..17yrs old..pero panalo boses niya!!! he's not photogenic but he's telegenic..haha i hope he wins ren! haha and i think he'll stay for a long time or even top2..galing tlga..

MY HATES

I HATE HIM! haha he's so gay and he is gay! haha malantod umarte! haha and he makes faces infront of the judges and cam...at least pretend to be a sport diba?! haha btw he's something Noriega, we thought he's pinoy pero pinakita ung parents both eme (mexican) naman ata..good thing! hahaha second time to enter Am-Idol, but first time to be part of the top 24..wish he won't win and actually be out by next week! hahaha mean - pero naku...sarap ipasagasa kapag napanood niyo siya! hahaha



lastly, i don't like her too! haha i admit, di ko kaya boses niya of course..magaling naman siya kumanta pero all she does is shout and birit na wala ka nang maintindihan..dinadaan niya sa birit..from her first audition hanggang sa first episode nila sigaw ng sigaw pa rin mga kanta niya..which Am-Idol fans like..na di ko maintindihan kung bkit..the judges liked her too pero ako i didn't (haha as if may malaking percentage ang comment ko..haha ) pero sad to say, isa sa siya sa tatagal sobra sa show, even a winner...sana hindi!! hahaha

entry ng bored na tao

i want to see this movie, ayan na naman ako si, "i wanna watch" pero never nakapanood ng kahit anong gusto ko panoorin! haha loooosseeerrrr!!!! hahaha

anyhow, haw-haw..haha babaw..i'm vored! done checking every account at since tapos na lahat, eeerrrmmm wala na akong gagawin dito sa net, wala naman mga online..it's a Sunday sa pinas, bkit wala kayo!?!??!?! hahahha

anyway, first time ko kumain ng ice cream - only to find out..over compressed ice cream formed into something (ung nakain ko snow man) na bandang gitna ng "cake" may konting crumbles ng brownies...haha pero masarap of course! haha pero i thought literal ice cream cake..haha layer of cake balot ng ice cream! hehe

so far this "heart's week" ng lahat ng tao, during my duty..day before valentine's, nagsunget ako sa isang chinese person na nagpapagas, kse i'm sorry pero ang slow..common sense lang tlga..kse she didn't know what pump ung car niya e may number naman dun..1-4 tapos ang sbi skin pump#7, fine nilinaw ko ulit, nagdrawing pa ako ng position ng pumps, still....di pa rin niya madistinguish..di naman ako makaalis ng register kse may ibang customers..grrr tapos nung narealize niya kung anong number niya, ung pagka-thank you niya parang sarcastic thank you at nagsorry tapos ung tone niya parang - sorry ah, sorry sinusungitan mo ung customer...haha

the next day valentine's day itself, 2 customer naman naka-argue ko..i forgot kung anong reason na e..pero ung isa nagmamadali kse naiihi na daw siya e old man ung nauna sa knya e, so dba wala naman akong magagwa kung mabagal si lolo..hala nilakasan ang boses at sinabi, kung pwedeng bilisan dahil sasabog na daw siya..pake ko, sira ka pla, kasalanan ba namin di ka umuhi before ka umalis ng bhay! hahaha pero nagiinit ulo ko sa mga taong to e..gngwang complicated ang pinaka-madaling bagay sa mundo...gulay!

15th mayron pa rin, still forgot the reason..haha

at kaya nakalimutan ko ung 2 days kse kanina i had an arguement with an armenian customer, old man..not so old..haha we don't have public restroom pero he's insisting, tapos nagtanong kung bkit wala..tapos ayaw maniwala skin pinakita ko pa ung sign sa door, dami pang customer in line..tapos nagpahanap pa ng manager, tapos ang nakakainis, tinanong niya ako kung anong number ng dept. of blah blah sbi ko i don't know..tapos sbi niya "you work here, u don't know"..

aba aba iniinit ulo ko e! haha

sinagot ko, "how should i know?!"

with matching taas ng boses at fierce eyes! haha gusto ko pa sana sbhin, di ako telephone directory!!!! hahah tae!

tapos he was making a scene and cguro narealize niya na mukha na siyang engots dun, umalis, tapos bumalik asking for the store's address...with my whole heart, binigay ko sa knya ung isang receipt..lech! haha

pero out of hundreds na customers, i'm pleasant naman..haha they like me -- i think! hahaha

since it's Valentine's

Saint Valentine discovered a unique type of love. A love so exciting, so powerful, so overwhelming as to make the romance of Romeo and Juliet look like puppy love, and the affairs of Josephine and Napoleon, Anthony and Cleopatra, Richard Burton and Elizabeth Taylor look second rate.

He lived in Rome during the third century. At that time, Rome was ruled by an emperor named Claudius. Emperor Claudius, was never a favorite of the people of Rome and also Saint Valentine.
Claudius wanted to have a big army. He expected men to volunteer to join. Many men just did not want to fight in wars. They did not want to leave their wives and families. Not many men signed up. This made Claudius furious.Claudius had a crazy idea. He thought that if men were not married, they would not mind joining the army. So Claudius decided not to allow any more marriages. Young people thought his new law was cruel. Saint Valentine thought it was preposterous! and decided not to support it.

Saint Valentine being a Priest, his favorite activity was to marry couples. Even after Emperor Claudius passed his law, he kept on performing marriage ceremonies secretly. Usually it would be in a small candlelit room with only the bride and groom and St.Valentine. They would whisper the words of the ceremony, listening all the while for the steps of soldiers.
One night, while performing the wedding ceremony St.Valentine heard the sound of the steps of soldiers. He made the marrying couple run in time but himself was caught. He was thrown in jail and told that his punishment was death.

While in prison he tried to stay cheerful and many young people came to the jail to visit him. They gave him flowers to show that they, too, believed in love.
One of these young people was the daughter of the prison guard. Her father allowed her to visit him in the cell. At times they would sit and talk for hours. On the day he was to die, he left his friend a little note thanking her for her friendship and loyalty. He signed it, "Love from your Valentine."

It is believed that this note started the custom of exchanging love messages on Valentine's Day. It was written on February 14, 269 A.D., the day St.Valentine died. Now, every year on this day, people think about love and friendship. And when they think of Emperor Claudius, they remember how he tried to stand in the way of love.

Remember that love can't be beaten.

*heard mass with mama, the priest's version is different, far from this one..

- there was a daughter of the prison guard, a young girl..she was blind and found a friend in St. Valentine. she asked him to heal her and make her see the world..on his last day in prison before he is fed to the lions, he wrote a note for the little girl and told her; together with her maid, to go outside and go to the garden, pick a flower and wipe the petals on her eyes..she'd be healed and get to read the note he wrote for her..

then the little girl was healed and read the note, "now you can see how beautiful the world is, i won't be there when you get to read this, but i'll pray for you 'til eternity, love, valentine"

like what father said, the flowers symbolizes the petals wiped from the little girl's eyes, and the "love" was the selfless love St. Valentine gave and where the small love-mushy notes came from...

before i heard this story, i was like the Grinch of Valentine's! haha i never liked Valentine's, though i know i'm the senti kind..but never Valentine's...hahaha it was my first time to hear this story even the story i got from the net...and how i wish, everyone could know the real story behind this Valetine's Day..

realization - delivered

never say something that would mean another..always remember, some things are better left unsaid..

i believe in that, words can either make you or destroy you..can be wonderful and at the same time, horrendous once said..

like what i always always always say, truth hurts..

charged it to experience!

comforting myself

nadepressed ako ng sobra kanina, morning plang..basta! haha

di ako ginutom the whole shift ko, coffee, iced tea, and a hotdog without bun pa un lang kinain ko..

pero ang therapy ko sa moods ko na to..tsk tsk..haha

decided to go to Galleria Mall:
-ate a sushi, Vege Tempura Roll (kumain ako magisa sa foodcourt, madaling maghanap ng seat dahil loner ako..haha 1 chair is enough)

-ate ice cream, pistachio flavor (comfort food..tsk tsk)

-bought stuffs, soap, shampoo, and some things i think mama needs, kse sa restroom namin mga gamit niya wlang lalagyanan..haha naawa namna ako

-went to Disney store and found a Belle sleeping bag..ON SALE!! hehe kse binigyan na ako ni lola Josie sleeping bag pero si Aurora (Sleeping Beauty) e since bigay lang naman di na ako nagreklamo, sympre ako na binigyan e! haha so un, luckily it's still on sale..haha so i bought myself Belle..bigay ko nalang kay mama si Aurora..hehe pero di namin alam kung kailan at san gagamitin..hahaha

so now, i feel better..hopefully not broke! haha

bored post

sinabi ko sa previous entry ko na may internet dun sa apartment namin ni mama..WRONG! hahaha naudlot! tae! WALA WALA WALA...mangagapit bahay pa ako para maki-net dito sa bahay ni lola, dahil dito may good samaritan na di naka-secure ung net connection!! hahaha

nakakalungkot!!

o well, corn well! hahaha

tinamad akong magpost pero gusto ko magtype! haha nakakamiss e! hahaha

winter, go away!! hahaha malamig!!

back to back

back from DC and a tinge of Virginia..haha

moved to our new apartment, buhat dito - buhat dun - walis dito - walis dun..

and shiver all night! hahaha

thank you Lord, binigyan mo pa rin ako ng libreng net (nakaw na net actually), khit na ibang lugar na to! hahaha mwah mwah

detail details, coming soon...time for bed e! haha