Hundred - The Fray

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds!

1. If someone says "Is this okay?" you say? = Let that be Enough -Switchfoot

pwede..pwede..haha

2. What would best describe your personality? = A lifetime - Better than Ezra

"three and a half minutes, felt like a lifetime"...in short, madrama! haha

3. What do you like in a guy? = Kapag Nawala Ka - Stonefree

ahh ok, sbi ko nga! haha akin nalang un! haha pwede rin si Miro mismo! WHAHAHAHA asa!

4. How do you feel today? = 40 Kinds of Sadness - Ryan Cabrera

HAHAHA sakto!! pero ndi naman 40!haha "time flies by so slow..."

5. What is your life's purpose? = The Best Day of My Life - Jesse McCartney

hmm let's just say TO MAKE everyday the best day of my life...haaayy

6. What is your motto? = LSS - Stonefree

mismo! haha

7. What do your friends think of you? = Insensitive - Jann Arden

HAHAHA si nicole, minsan feeling niya ganyan ako kse diresto ako sa knya! hahaha
"maybe you might have
some advice to give
on how to be insensitive"

8. What do you think of your parents? = Made of Steel - Our Lady of Peace

"hold your head up high
don't look down
i'm by your side ,won't back down.....
i'm not made of steel
but your secret's safe with me"

awwwww yess, just found out that they're not made of steel, they have soft spots...A LOT! especially si papa!

9. What do you think about very often? = (Another Song) All Over Again - Justin Timberlake

what if's.....sobrang dami!
but i've decided to or not to...i guess....

10. What do you think of your bestfriend? = Unsaid - The Fray
"we are leaving some things unsaid
we are breathing deeper instead"

la akong bestfriend pero marami akong "unsaid" issues and stuffs sa friends...haha

11. What do you think of the person you like? = Anghel - Stonefree

HAHAHA swerte naman non, naging anghel bigla!! hahaha

12. What is your life story? = Extra Ordinary - Better than Ezra

yehesss, extra ordinary!! haha why not!

13. What do you want to be when you grow up? = Calm Before the Strom - FOB

hmm di ko maconnect sa lyrics e, pero cguro to be stable at stop being a worrier! haha imbento nang interpretation

14. What do you think when you see the person you like? = Love Will Keep Us Alive - Eagles

HAHAHAHAHA

15. What do your parents think of you? = Goong OST

cge magkorean muna tayo! WHAHAHAHA isang kanta sa Princess Hours...ahh lam ko na, na mukha na akong ewan kase khit di ko naiintindihan ung series at kaht basa ng basa ng subtitle bili pa rin ako ng bili ng series nila! hahaha

16. What will you dance to at your wedding? = Bullets - Augustana

ayaw kong magkaron ng mockpit(tama ba ung term) sa wedding ko! haha

17. What will they play at your funeral? = I ME You I'm Yours - Jim Noir

"i'm confused
i've got words i'd like to use
but they've all been said before
so i'm gonna use them all..
i me you i'm yours"

kse mahirap sakin magsalita, so yan! all in one! hahaha

18. What is your favorite hobby/interest? = Magbalik - Calla Lily

forever topic, i'm interested to go back home...magbalik! hahaha

19. What is your biggest fear? = Undone - Lifehouse

"When your whole world comes crashing to the ground"

"When all your plans are made out lying on the floor
and all your dreams are turning into nothing more
When all your hope has left you know you're not alone
Just hold on
Hold on"

in short gumuho mundo ko! hahahaha true true

20. What is your biggest secret? = Love Can't Lie - Sarah Geronimo

it didn't...

21. What song will be the title when you repost this? = Hundred - The Fray

random update

*sweet thought*

so i was working kanina at 7 Eleven, then we had a customer -- lovers! haha i think they're Fil-Am..anyway, so i served them, tapos ung girl namimili ng flavor ng taquito, tapos she can't decide on which flavor to pick..tapos she looks innocent na nahihirapan talaga magdecide..tapos tiningnan nung guy ung girl niya..yung look na parang inlove na drama kung drama pero nakita ko na mahal niya ung girl and being picky is one thing that he loves sa girlfriend niya! *awwwww*

it was really my first time to see something like this or i should say first time ko to observe couples' body language..ndi literal actions, deeper than that..haha do i make sense?! haha basta hirap i-explain e! haha

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heath ledger's body dadalhin na sa LA, from there i-ffly out papuntang Aussie with his family..

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one week nang umuulan and i hate it! i don't like rains...

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may gwapong bumibili lage sa 7 Eleven, everyday! haha past 12pm dadating siya to buy coffee and donuts..haha parang bagong gising pa lage! haha pang artista siya promise! haha pero di ko pa rin maidentify ung nationality niya kse feeling ko mix-mix..anyway! gwapo sana kso minsan slow e! haha kaya parang errrrmmm slow ka ba or tlgang maaga pa for u?! haha and i can't deny it, i have a huge smile lage when i see him then kapag umalis na, back to reality..haha minutes of "uyyyyy c customer" then ok fine, "next please!" - i say it literal! haha for the next customer in line..hehe

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milo ventimiglia and hayden penettiere, they have plans to move in together! hayden was shopping around houses around hollywood and since they're out in the open regarding their relationship they have plans of moving in together!! annooo baaaahhhh bkit?!?!!! *inggit* HAHAHA

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ewan ko lang kung ako lang ung ngayon naka-alam na bading si lance bass??!?! haha kse nabasa ko rin na he has a guy and they have plans of moving in together rin! hahaha sooo!!! nkakaloka! hahaha

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and yes, i'm quite updated for this past few weeks, kase i work at 7 Eleven! hahaha di nakawrap ang mga magazine dito!! WHAHAHAHAHA

bored ka, magbloghop ka

i had nothing to do after 7 Eleven..straight online and check every account i have and got bored to death looking at other people's pictures! haha

anyway, i got really bored so i looked up other people's blogs, from blogs to blogs i found some "celebrity" blogs. one would be bianca gonzales' blog, which is not really new to anyone -- maybe just for me! haha then from bianca to ala paredes (http://ala-ism.pansitan.net) then scanned her entries for the past 2 years and somehow i can relate myself to her, what she's been through. i just found out that her whole family is in Aussie and they've been there for 2 years now.

i may not have lived the life she had in the Phils. (veejay, model, anak ni jim paredes.period.haha) but somehow we had the same once-in-a-while-angst and totally grabbed from our comfort zone to a place where we should or accept to call "home" -- somehow! well for her she was through with that phase but, as for me, still working on it.

i liked what she said, "Manila is as comfortable as an old shoe. But sometimes you need new shoes if you want to conquer new terrain. These new shoes called Sydney, they were uncomfortable at first and gave me blisters, but it's just a matter of walking, and keeping on, and bearing the pain until you break them in." http://ala-ism.pansitan.net/2007_07_01_ala-ism_archive.html

sakto!
but i just changed the Sydney to LA..haha

so somehow i was relieved knowing that it's not just me who's so-emotional-dramatic-o.a-at-times with this issue but still eager to prove to others and to myself that i can make it, from scratch.. =)

update on ledger

just heard from the news, that heath ledger had 4 different drug prescriptions in his apartment..he was complaining that he didn't have enough sleep and has sleeping problems eversince..that's why they saw prescriptions and sleeping bottle near his bed...

authorities said that there were no evidences of illegal drugs in his pad, prescription drugs is all they have right now, it might take 7-13 days i think, for them to make a test on him because around that time the toxic in his body would spread and appear...

HEATH LEDGER

HEATH LEDGER, died at the age of 28. january 22, 2008.

grabe nashock ako major! haha ndi naman sa feeling close ako pero nagkataon lang kse na never ko pa napanood ang "Brokeback Mountain" and "Cassanova" so hiniram ko sa library nung saturday and watched it (brokeback lang napanood ko), only to find out na un na pala ang last movie niya! well, for me! haha kse i think he's done shooting "Batman movie" and he's playing joker dun, no thank you! haha

anyway, news said na he was found on his New York apartment on his bed, near a bottle of sleeping pills...so i guess overdoze! pero wala pa naman autopsy or anything, some might say na drugs..pero sana naman hindi! grabe at the age of 28, your bodily life has ended, peak of anyone's life actually..starting plang lahat..after winning an Oscar's i think, tapos continues movie..parang nakakastrike lang ng reality na anytime pwede mawala talaga sa mundo in a snap! no time, no age, no money can save you..if it's really your time...it's your time...

and ngayon ko lang nalaman na he's an australian, kala ko english siya e kse galing niya lagi mag-english accent sa mga movies niya at di ko gusto ang cowboy accent niya, di bagay at di niya nagagawa tlga totally! haha nang-critique pa e! haha o well crush ko pa man din siya sa "A Knight's Tale" more than 5 times ko na napanood and still, kinikilig pa rin ako everytime i watch it!

oh, just remembered, mala- Rico Yan pala siya...

"may they rest in peace"

must love dogs

just finished watching "Must Love Dogs" - yes, it's your typical romantic movie with a predictable ending..but i learned a lot, well let's just say i picked out a lot of quotable love "lessons" in the movie...

"better to have love and lost"

"love is not reserved for the young, you know, as the poet said, grow old along with me! the best is yet to be"

"the person who could fill the final void"

actually reading it now, you wouldn't really get it unless you've seen the movie..there was this one line that Dolly said, like when "someone was really hurt, we have to give them some slack and then they'd get back"...i know everybody has his/her own way of coping with pain, either they suffer with that pain or rise above it..then i realized i did gave some slack, i was still saving something for "something" to happen in the future, but what if you got tired of giving that space, got tired of waiting for the "coping" to end...would it be your fault that you gave up, didn't wait toooo long? or was is it just right for you to stop waiting and seek for your own happiness? decide on how you want your life to get by each day and decide how to be happy instead?

anyway, the movie is a must see! well, for someone like me of course! haha and i just realized that it's always romantic to have something to tell other people how you met and how it all started, cliche but i want something like that! =)

closer

watched "Closer" last monday with mama because she likes Julia Roberts..

it was a so-so movie for me, but for sure not your typical romantic movie! haha it's a romantic movie that can spin you around and with a lot of twist! haha i was expecting a jude-julia ending...but the ending was far from it! haha

and what i really didn't like in the movie was their way of saying "i love you" just like that...like you can love everyone that easy and that what they're feeling is love...that you can say "i love you" to your husband but at the same time while he's gone you cheated him for another guy...or while your husband is out of the country, he admitted that he slept with a whore, and would reason out that he said the truth because he loves you...

watching it was frustrating! hahaha but at the same time i know some people just loves this way...i know some friends...

the only thing that i liked about the movie was the idea of jude law, that someday - somwehere out there, that we only have one person to be with, one person to settle with, and only one person to love for the rest of our lives...

quotable quotes

"no matter how much we grow taller, grow older. we are still forever stumbling, forever wondering, forever young"
- grey's anatomy

"absence makes the heart grow founder"
- men and trees

"face it, embrace it, it will be your remedy"
- men and trees

"its good to be scared it means you have something to lose"
- grey's anatomy

"pain will become uprooted "
-men and trees

"you know, nothing can take away what's happened to you and what you've experienced.even if it goes away somehow,it's still there.it's still what you are."
- away from her

"i'm thinking that sometimes you...just have to make the decision to be happy.just decide.things aren't ever what you hoped they'd be.not ever, for anybody.the only thing that separates one kind of person from another is there are some who stay angry about it and there are some who...accept what comes their way."
- away from her

"its never too late to become what you might have been. "

"and sometimes you have to venture outside your world in order to find yourself"
- gossip girl

"the heart that loves withstands the test of time, it has the strength to wait because it has no fear of time. it knows only that it loves and it will do so forever."
-it had to be you

"focus on the future not on the past"

"you can't lose unless you stop waiting"

"you can't build future focusing on the past"
-october road

**just cleaning my notepad, quotes from movies and series...

friendster horoscope

OH NO!!
sbi sa horoscope sa friendster (kase lagi ko lang tinitingnan to see kung nagtutugma nga) e kakabasa ko lang sbi, something like..

"there might be a misunderstanding thru email or blah blah"

di ko na maalala e, pero so nabasa ko na..dedma! haha

tapos nung nagchat kami ni kuya earnest, napa-email ako bigla sa tatay ko...things tungkol dito at some issues...anyway.....

un nga, tapos nasend ko na and all..tapos naglog-in ulit ako sa friendster, bigla kong naalala ung sbi sa friendster horoscope!!!! bigla akong napaisip kung ano mga pinagssbe ko sa email ko kay papa!! hahaha

so ngayon iniisip ko at sinsabi ko sa sarili ko, wala naman akong nasulat na mali..haha masungit lang tlga ung approach..haha or may stir ba akong snabi or something..hahaha hmmm wala naman e!!! hahaha

pero galing kse nagusap kami ni cawax before about this...sabi sayo cawax, magsubscribe ka sa friendster horoscope e!! haha walang halong drama ang delivery..haha walang mga "wash the past away" tama ba?!! hahaha

milo and hayden...showbiz time

MILO VENTIMIGLIA AND HAYDEN PANATTIERE (pano to i-pronounce?haha)

anywaaayyy...BAKIT SILA?!?!?!?! hahaha he's 30 and she's 18! i'm 21! hahaha epal! haha

pero bkit...bakit...oo aminado ako, wish ko lang ako nasa sitwasyon niya at si milo ang "hero" WHAHAH corny!!!!!! hahaha pero infairness, crush ko pa rin pala siya..hehe pero di ko maatim na panoorin ang Heroes, di ko tlga feel ang mga out of this world powers! haha

sa lahat ng gossip magz na nababasa ko sila ang item!! naman!! next to britney's sister and britney! hahaha

magkakatuluyan kaya sila?!!??! hmmmmm (deep inside: sana hinde!!! hahaha)

i'm bored kaya nagtsismis mode ako! haha at bitter na rin! hahaha

bored

BORED
BORED
BORED

Away from Her

"i'm thinking that sometimes you...just have to make the decision to be happy.
just decide.
things aren't ever what you hoped they'd be.
not ever, for anybody.
the only thing that separates one kind of person from another is there are some who stay angry about it and there are some who...accept what comes their way."

i was talking to ara about her new "thing" about men and relationships and it all boils down to our own decision. no one can ever REALLY make us happy, in a snap they could all go away and turn into hate, disappoinment, or misery. but, it's really up to us if we stay to be in that state....forever or DECIDE TO MAKE AND FIND OUR OWN HAPPINESS.

but that hard part here is facing our own decision, whether to stay or to slowly go places where we'd feel happy and loved. facing the truth that one must settle if NEEDED or open up for new possibilities to come our way. there's nothing wrong in putting an end to the idea we grew up in, because maybe from there we could see MORE than what is offered in this norm of relationships, love, happiness, and fairytales.

we all have to go thru one or two heartbreaks or more in our lifetime, some people may never really know if they're hurt or just numb. but this shouldn't close our door, or like what ara used "refuse", for something wonderful to happen in our life. we all got hurt, became bitter, been a cynic, got pathetic, and whatnot but, we should still believe that at the end of the day, we'd still have this one thing to look forward to everyday, one thing that would come not on our own time but in His time, one thing that could really change us and compliment us, one thing that could thrive us to do better, one thing that could show us what's true and what's for real.

** "Away from Her", movie similar to "The Notebook" but for me this is better. first quarter of the movie, tears started to fall and i'm back sentimental-fool! haha it's as if i've experienced it or i'm in it..i'm happy, i'm back! hahaha