december 31, 2007
nag-date ako .......magisa!
-woke up around 10am
-ate cereals by 11am
-nagpaalam kay lolo't lola
-dumaan sa library para i-return ung dvd
-hiram ulit ng mahihiram sa library
-sakay ng bus 92
-baba sa Spring/Temple
-sakay ng bus 70
-baba ng Garvey/San Gabriel
-straight sa Chinese stores na all wide smile ang dala ko dahil ang daming mura na di ko actually
kailangan, so fine nagpigil ako..hahaha
-bumili ng DVD, "Foxy Lady" and "Marry a Millionaire"...happy happy dami ko pang gustong bilhin kso nga lang kailangan rin magpigil dahil di ko pa naman sila mapapanood lahat! hehe
-ate noodlesoup na masarap and mura
-pumunta near kuya's place
-tapos sakay bus then bumaba for Quickly
-tapos back to LA
-had a walk papuntang Best Buy
for the last half day of December, i was with me! hahaa labo
happy and had my quiet time for myself!
welcome 2008!
Monday, December 31, 2007
Sunday, December 30, 2007
father father
The Bottom Line
A big personality who is long on talking and short on doing frustrates you today.
In Detail
A big personality who is long on talking and short on doing will frustrate you today. Beware of the people who brag the most, because they usually have the least to brag about. This person is all talk and no action -- and they are absolutely no threat to you whatsoever. Your best tactic is to keep your head down, embrace modesty and let your actions speak for you. Making a lot of noise and churning up heaps of hot air has never been your style, so don't start it now!
SAKTO SA NANGYAYARE NGAYON SA AKIN!!
pinilipilit kong hindi mainis pero naiinis pa rin ako sa tatay ko e!! hahaha pero kulit inis to na ang sarap batukan ni papa kung nandito lang siya! haha kse nababatukan ko siya e! hahaha pano ba naman kse, umuwi ng pinas ang grandparents ko ang uncle for the whole of month of december, so si papa pa mismo nagsbe na magstart na ako magbilin para ipadala for uncle pagbalik dito, so cge..lista lista lista...and i'm excited to get all of them!!!!
but then again, kamusta ka father! kahit isa wla siyang pinadala or even nabibili pa..kse he thought na siya na daw ang magdadala ng mga pasalubong...sooooooooooooooo after 5months pa til i get them!! hello father!!!! so ngayon bumagsak lahat ng hopes ko na makakain na ako ng rebisco choco sandwich at voice choco sandwich..tska ng taquitos..sobrang babaw lang ng bilin ko na pwedeng bilhin sa tindihan malapit sa amin..pero ni isa wla!! WALA!!!! un na nga lang magpapasaya sa akin ng memories ng pinas e! hahahaha
tapos may book at dvd akong pinabili...i gave him 1 whole month...
so un, breathe in breathe out ang drama ko til now! haha
tapos nagsorry naman si papa thru text and email, pero sinermonan ko sa email! text is too short! hahahaha c'mon e!!!
un lang!! happy new year for me!
A big personality who is long on talking and short on doing frustrates you today.
In Detail
A big personality who is long on talking and short on doing will frustrate you today. Beware of the people who brag the most, because they usually have the least to brag about. This person is all talk and no action -- and they are absolutely no threat to you whatsoever. Your best tactic is to keep your head down, embrace modesty and let your actions speak for you. Making a lot of noise and churning up heaps of hot air has never been your style, so don't start it now!
SAKTO SA NANGYAYARE NGAYON SA AKIN!!
pinilipilit kong hindi mainis pero naiinis pa rin ako sa tatay ko e!! hahaha pero kulit inis to na ang sarap batukan ni papa kung nandito lang siya! haha kse nababatukan ko siya e! hahaha pano ba naman kse, umuwi ng pinas ang grandparents ko ang uncle for the whole of month of december, so si papa pa mismo nagsbe na magstart na ako magbilin para ipadala for uncle pagbalik dito, so cge..lista lista lista...and i'm excited to get all of them!!!!
but then again, kamusta ka father! kahit isa wla siyang pinadala or even nabibili pa..kse he thought na siya na daw ang magdadala ng mga pasalubong...sooooooooooooooo after 5months pa til i get them!! hello father!!!! so ngayon bumagsak lahat ng hopes ko na makakain na ako ng rebisco choco sandwich at voice choco sandwich..tska ng taquitos..sobrang babaw lang ng bilin ko na pwedeng bilhin sa tindihan malapit sa amin..pero ni isa wla!! WALA!!!! un na nga lang magpapasaya sa akin ng memories ng pinas e! hahahaha
tapos may book at dvd akong pinabili...i gave him 1 whole month...
so un, breathe in breathe out ang drama ko til now! haha
tapos nagsorry naman si papa thru text and email, pero sinermonan ko sa email! text is too short! hahahaha c'mon e!!!
un lang!! happy new year for me!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
Friday, December 28, 2007
sale sale sale
bath and body works had a HUGE SALE!! great great deals!
kaya ayun nagpanic buying kami ni mama and we don't know what to do with them actually! haha sbi niya pamimigay daw ung iba kapag may occassion or kapag umuwi..hmmm i'm sorry parang i want them all!! haha
someday i'd post the real meaning of 12 days of Christmas, tinatamad lang tlga ako! hehe
kaya ayun nagpanic buying kami ni mama and we don't know what to do with them actually! haha sbi niya pamimigay daw ung iba kapag may occassion or kapag umuwi..hmmm i'm sorry parang i want them all!! haha
someday i'd post the real meaning of 12 days of Christmas, tinatamad lang tlga ako! hehe
Thursday, December 27, 2007
girlfriends
had a long ym talk with pam and golda...talking to your girlfriends, always make your day and a good medicine anytime, anywhere, anyway..
from pam's to story to golda's then to mine...then back to pam then golda again..haha
real friends would always tell the truth, give the worst and best opinion and advice, say the best hirit ever! haha
and friends reveal who we are, sometimes we just keep denying it...
from pam's to story to golda's then to mine...then back to pam then golda again..haha
real friends would always tell the truth, give the worst and best opinion and advice, say the best hirit ever! haha
and friends reveal who we are, sometimes we just keep denying it...
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
survivor
survived Christmas! clap clap
everything went well, steady...
one more occassion to be emotionally prepared for...NEW YEAR!
life oh life
everything went well, steady...
one more occassion to be emotionally prepared for...NEW YEAR!
life oh life
Sunday, December 23, 2007
complete Simbang Gabi
completed Simbang Gabi for the FIRST TIME!!
so happy and felt complete, something new!
i forgot about the wish, so i just made my wish, well actually wishes..hahaha when we got home! hehehe
i can't feel Christmas this year like the way i used to back in the Phil, because by this time i would be preparing some of our food for Noche Buena and thinking about my outfit for the midnight mass! hahaha but this year, i'm not even excited about our food for Noche Buena, if ever we're going to prepare one or just buy for to-go! and i don't have any plans on what to wear! haha for sure i wouldn't be wearing a skirt this year, malameeegg!! hahaha
this time everything is different, what i prepared this year is myself and a whole new meaning of everything...=)
change is good whether we accept it or not,..something good comes out of it...
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
*first day of winter palang, goodluck sa akin 'til it ends! haha*
so happy and felt complete, something new!
i forgot about the wish, so i just made my wish, well actually wishes..hahaha when we got home! hehehe
i can't feel Christmas this year like the way i used to back in the Phil, because by this time i would be preparing some of our food for Noche Buena and thinking about my outfit for the midnight mass! hahaha but this year, i'm not even excited about our food for Noche Buena, if ever we're going to prepare one or just buy for to-go! and i don't have any plans on what to wear! haha for sure i wouldn't be wearing a skirt this year, malameeegg!! hahaha
this time everything is different, what i prepared this year is myself and a whole new meaning of everything...=)
change is good whether we accept it or not,..something good comes out of it...
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
*first day of winter palang, goodluck sa akin 'til it ends! haha*
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Simbang Gabi, first in my history
i should be working but i'm not! haha kse pagdating ng 430pm la na ako ggawin e bka may biglang dumalaw dito sa lugar namin at least may props pang natitira! haha kaya petix mode! haha baadd
last saturday, me and mama officially started our Simbang Gabi goal! haha well for me! haha this would be my first time to join Simbang Gabi and sosyal dito ko pa natripan sa ibang bansa! haha hindi hindi..kse kapag sa pinas dpat ang tawag simbang madaling araw! haha e goodluck every time gigisingin ako ng ate para magsimbang gabi, i'm sorry di kaya ng powers ko tumayo at gumising! haha i tried since 2nd year HS hanggang College, pero wla di nanalo ang will to start a new tradition sa buhay ko! hahaha
pero kse dito ngayon simbang gabi tlga weekends 5pm tapos weekdays 7pm, so abot ako and kaya ng powers ko yang mga ganyang oras! haha nasa wisho pa ako ng mga oras na yan! hahaha so un, 3 days were nice, pero nakakahiya ang choir ng mga mid 40's pinoy people dun sa Church kse hello may PREPARATION tayong tinatawag mga sir and maam! maybe they did prepare but it wasn't enough! i'm sorry pero you chose the song, you should know how to sing it with and without organ and its beaT! pero wala, ung mabilis - bumagal, ung dpat mabagal- bumilis! tsk tsk
pero anyway, it's not about the choir naman....laitera lang tlga ako tlga pagdating sa mga kaartihan sa mga music at decorations! hahaha
pero every message everyday makes a lot of impact in my life, especially now that there's TOO MANY changes that happened and are going to happen, for sure! parang everyday God is telling me messages i needed to hear..badly needed to hear! tapos i don't know why mama is emotional rin during this Simbang Gabi for 3 days now, ayun napapagaya tuloy ako! haha every time i see her wipe her eyes, naku i just look elsewhere, nang di ako maapektuhan! haha i never asked why, kse when she starts i know we'd look crazy mother and child crying! hahaha action speaks louder than words anyway! =)
tapos since it was a Filipino tradition of course tagalog songs and i miss singing tagalog songs! haha feel na feel ko na alam ko ung kanta! haha the sad part is, while i was observing other pinoy kids, they don't know a thing! not even Ama NAmin, mouths are all closed and wondering eyes..sad..tapos mayron ung katabi ko maybe she thought i was one of those kids, kse napapalingon siya kapag kumakanta ako ng mga Tagalog Mass songs..hehe
today and 5 more days then i've finally done something new in my religious life! hehe now, 2007 wasn't that bad...=)
last saturday, me and mama officially started our Simbang Gabi goal! haha well for me! haha this would be my first time to join Simbang Gabi and sosyal dito ko pa natripan sa ibang bansa! haha hindi hindi..kse kapag sa pinas dpat ang tawag simbang madaling araw! haha e goodluck every time gigisingin ako ng ate para magsimbang gabi, i'm sorry di kaya ng powers ko tumayo at gumising! haha i tried since 2nd year HS hanggang College, pero wla di nanalo ang will to start a new tradition sa buhay ko! hahaha
pero kse dito ngayon simbang gabi tlga weekends 5pm tapos weekdays 7pm, so abot ako and kaya ng powers ko yang mga ganyang oras! haha nasa wisho pa ako ng mga oras na yan! hahaha so un, 3 days were nice, pero nakakahiya ang choir ng mga mid 40's pinoy people dun sa Church kse hello may PREPARATION tayong tinatawag mga sir and maam! maybe they did prepare but it wasn't enough! i'm sorry pero you chose the song, you should know how to sing it with and without organ and its beaT! pero wala, ung mabilis - bumagal, ung dpat mabagal- bumilis! tsk tsk
pero anyway, it's not about the choir naman....laitera lang tlga ako tlga pagdating sa mga kaartihan sa mga music at decorations! hahaha
pero every message everyday makes a lot of impact in my life, especially now that there's TOO MANY changes that happened and are going to happen, for sure! parang everyday God is telling me messages i needed to hear..badly needed to hear! tapos i don't know why mama is emotional rin during this Simbang Gabi for 3 days now, ayun napapagaya tuloy ako! haha every time i see her wipe her eyes, naku i just look elsewhere, nang di ako maapektuhan! haha i never asked why, kse when she starts i know we'd look crazy mother and child crying! hahaha action speaks louder than words anyway! =)
tapos since it was a Filipino tradition of course tagalog songs and i miss singing tagalog songs! haha feel na feel ko na alam ko ung kanta! haha the sad part is, while i was observing other pinoy kids, they don't know a thing! not even Ama NAmin, mouths are all closed and wondering eyes..sad..tapos mayron ung katabi ko maybe she thought i was one of those kids, kse napapalingon siya kapag kumakanta ako ng mga Tagalog Mass songs..hehe
today and 5 more days then i've finally done something new in my religious life! hehe now, 2007 wasn't that bad...=)
----------->>>>> this was my entry yesterday! haha ngayon ko lang mappublish! so btw, my Simbang Gabi count down is down to tonight and 4 days more! yehey!
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Sunday, December 9, 2007
for one more day - storm
before pa ako umalis, 6months ago..inaabangan ko nang magkaron ng soft cover ang "For One More Day" by Mitch Albom
tapos naka-chat ko si cawax before and nabasa na niya, soft cover pa! napakasaya!
so since umuwi relatives ko sa pinas, nagbilin na ako kay papa to buy me the book! wish ko lang mabili nga! hehe tapos right now, pinapalabas na ang story ng book, produced by oprah...kaya ko nandito nagtatago sa room dahil yaw ko mapanood unless nabasa ko na ung book! hehe so nagbbusy busyhan sa net! haha
for the first time since i arrived here, nagkamali ang weather forecast nila! haha kse sabi fri-sat uulan, storm pa nga raw...take note ang storm nila dito e malakas na ulan.period! hahaha parang ako hello, storm na ito sa inyo, try nyong pumunta ng pinas, maghintay ng mga kakaibang pangalan ng bagyo at nang maranasan nyo ang storm! haha
tapos calamity na sa kanila ang flood..cmon! i'll show u spain (espanya)! hahaha tapos tlagang kung pwede magevacuate they would evacuate...ganon sila kalupet! i know cautious lang cguro sila pero grover naman! hehe
kse mga oras na ganon sa pinas, naglalakad ang mga tao sa baha na halos kalahati na ng katawan nila nakalusong sa baha, wla nang makain, wla pang tirahan....pero kapag may camera, nakangiti pa rin! haha IYAN ANG PINOY! :) and i'm proud! hahaha
tapos naka-chat ko si cawax before and nabasa na niya, soft cover pa! napakasaya!
so since umuwi relatives ko sa pinas, nagbilin na ako kay papa to buy me the book! wish ko lang mabili nga! hehe tapos right now, pinapalabas na ang story ng book, produced by oprah...kaya ko nandito nagtatago sa room dahil yaw ko mapanood unless nabasa ko na ung book! hehe so nagbbusy busyhan sa net! haha
for the first time since i arrived here, nagkamali ang weather forecast nila! haha kse sabi fri-sat uulan, storm pa nga raw...take note ang storm nila dito e malakas na ulan.period! hahaha parang ako hello, storm na ito sa inyo, try nyong pumunta ng pinas, maghintay ng mga kakaibang pangalan ng bagyo at nang maranasan nyo ang storm! haha
tapos calamity na sa kanila ang flood..cmon! i'll show u spain (espanya)! hahaha tapos tlagang kung pwede magevacuate they would evacuate...ganon sila kalupet! i know cautious lang cguro sila pero grover naman! hehe
kse mga oras na ganon sa pinas, naglalakad ang mga tao sa baha na halos kalahati na ng katawan nila nakalusong sa baha, wla nang makain, wla pang tirahan....pero kapag may camera, nakangiti pa rin! haha IYAN ANG PINOY! :) and i'm proud! hahaha
iblog
i was supposed to post something, kso nakalimutan ko kung ano..hahaha kadramahan lang naman ata un e..ANYWAY!
haha two new movies, must see movies!!
"P.S. I Love You" and "27 Dresses"
both romantic comedy and trailer palang, panalo na..well, for me! hehe
3rd Pirates movie is out on DVD, kso goodluck i think mahal..haha kse first day ata kanina, e wlang price, pag walang price...mahal! haha magugulat ka nalang sa cashier..tska nakasulat save $200, soooo bkit ang laki ng "masa-save" kung ok price naman siya..haha labo
1:12am na di pa ako tulog! kumain pa kse kami ng chocolate ayan tuloy gising! hehe
haha two new movies, must see movies!!
"P.S. I Love You" and "27 Dresses"
both romantic comedy and trailer palang, panalo na..well, for me! hehe
3rd Pirates movie is out on DVD, kso goodluck i think mahal..haha kse first day ata kanina, e wlang price, pag walang price...mahal! haha magugulat ka nalang sa cashier..tska nakasulat save $200, soooo bkit ang laki ng "masa-save" kung ok price naman siya..haha labo
1:12am na di pa ako tulog! kumain pa kse kami ng chocolate ayan tuloy gising! hehe
Sunday, December 2, 2007
hanna was here last night!! nakakamiss si bulilit! hehe
tapos mahilig siya sa phone, kmsta naman un! any kind, wireless phone, cp, walkie-talkie, name it! haha kaya mga phone namin kapag nandito siya nakatago! haha or else paggamit mo iba na setting, nabura na ibang msgs or pictures! haha pero sympre since pamangkin at cute siya di ka magagalit! hahaha
grabe when she says NO she means NO tlga! haha and nakikita ko sarili ko sa kasungitan niya! haha at kapag picture, she tilts her head, naku manifestation ng vanity! hahahaha
i miss her so muchhhh!!!
she knows some letters already like, N,K,B,O,M,P,S and some words like, baba, car seat,close,phone, o oh, no, keys, jeans, hood, babay..mga small words na kapag siya nagsabi ang cute cute! haha
tapos mahilig siya sa phone, kmsta naman un! any kind, wireless phone, cp, walkie-talkie, name it! haha kaya mga phone namin kapag nandito siya nakatago! haha or else paggamit mo iba na setting, nabura na ibang msgs or pictures! haha pero sympre since pamangkin at cute siya di ka magagalit! hahaha
and proven sa knya lang tumitiklop kasungitan ko! haha kse pinagalitan ko siya kungware tapos nagserious face ako, cguro mga 3mins nastay kong maging serious kse nanahimik siya tapos alam niya na galit ako, sabay biglang nagbungisngis and todo smile (with dimples) tapos tumatawa rin..wla na! haha di ko na napigilan napangiti na ako tapos tumawa pa siya lalo..hehe grabe ang witty niya! haha matalinong bata! haha
i've seen the movie "The Break Up", steady movie for me, pero reality movie rin siya! haha ending: nakakabitin kse i was expecting more sabay...oooppps tapos na pala! haha ok fine!
next stop, "Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen", mga panahon na matino pa si Lindsay Lohan! haha
buti nalang may public library malapit dito kse ang galing, they also offer DVD's for rent! haha saya! kaya lahat ng nalipasan kong movie, game na to! hehe
Friday, November 30, 2007
comfort fries
seen Gossip Girl's last week episode (not replay this time..hehe)
then i just realized that i saw myself in Lily van der Woodsen (Serena's mom), my comfort food is FRENCH FRIES!
last last week, took a different route and went straight to In and Out, bought fries..then mall-ed my way while eating..
last week, decided not to bring my baon so i could buy the Deli's fries, across the street from the office..
now, i'm craving for an In and Out fries again, i'm planning to buy one tomorrow and mall alone..again! haha
bad choice of comfort food! haha
then i just realized that i saw myself in Lily van der Woodsen (Serena's mom), my comfort food is FRENCH FRIES!
last last week, took a different route and went straight to In and Out, bought fries..then mall-ed my way while eating..
last week, decided not to bring my baon so i could buy the Deli's fries, across the street from the office..
now, i'm craving for an In and Out fries again, i'm planning to buy one tomorrow and mall alone..again! haha
bad choice of comfort food! haha
Thursday, November 29, 2007
friends re-united
for the first time, nakapagusap usap din kami nila, fifi, nicole, golda, and new member ping! haha hindi, bf ni golda yan..first time namin to meet golda's bf (sa lahat ng dumaan! haha) pero goodluck YM pa! haha better than never! haha he seems nice and marunong makisama (based sa 2 hours na un) and as a bf, knows how to deal with his gf's friends! haha
i missed them A LOT!!! sobrang back to HS kapag kausap ko sila..senseless and may sense na topic all at the same time sa conference, maloloka ka! haha
daming updates from their thesis to my work to 4 years na tinatago ni golda sa amin ang so-called bedan friends niya..nahihya kse sa amin..na REAL friends niya..haha forever weird golda! kaya ayan nasabon na naman namin! hahaha magkikita sila (nicole and golda) wala ako and i hate it! haha
nakausap ko rin si mela, matagal infairness! haha tska dami ko na nalman about her, finally!! haha and medyo malaliman ulit kami nagusap and i'm happy she understand a part of me..hehe
pero above all, the more na namiss ko pinas, my old life, my friends..and the more i realized no one can really understand how you feel unless you're both in the same-exact shoes..and no one can ever understand me about this..
love you all friends!
i missed them A LOT!!! sobrang back to HS kapag kausap ko sila..senseless and may sense na topic all at the same time sa conference, maloloka ka! haha
daming updates from their thesis to my work to 4 years na tinatago ni golda sa amin ang so-called bedan friends niya..nahihya kse sa amin..na REAL friends niya..haha forever weird golda! kaya ayan nasabon na naman namin! hahaha magkikita sila (nicole and golda) wala ako and i hate it! haha
nakausap ko rin si mela, matagal infairness! haha tska dami ko na nalman about her, finally!! haha and medyo malaliman ulit kami nagusap and i'm happy she understand a part of me..hehe
pero above all, the more na namiss ko pinas, my old life, my friends..and the more i realized no one can really understand how you feel unless you're both in the same-exact shoes..and no one can ever understand me about this..
love you all friends!
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
blab
ang jologs ko, everyday puro friendster ako! haha wala na akong ginawa..haha sa office, friendster..paguwi - friendster! haha tapos pagnakikita ko ung iba mga 3days up to 4 weeks na di naccheck..ako everyday 24 hours last checked! haha ganito kalala ang kaboringan! haha
i feel happy but uneasy..hmmm
everyday nagiisip ako ng mga ibibilin kay papa para ipadala for me from pinas! haha
pa, pwede ba buong pilinas, especially kwarto ko?! hahaha
i feel happy but uneasy..hmmm
everyday nagiisip ako ng mga ibibilin kay papa para ipadala for me from pinas! haha
pa, pwede ba buong pilinas, especially kwarto ko?! hahaha
Friday, November 23, 2007
halo halo
while i was indexing at work, there was this one patient that struck me! haha his name was, LUIS N. CAMACHO hahaha
natawa nalang ako nung nakita ko kse kailangan icheck ung name and birthdate! hehe
lalang! no need for explanation..haha
i had my first ever thanksgiving last thursday! everyone's off from work and my uncle cooked the huge turkey (i call it turki..haha lalang) and potato salad..my tita made corn salad and baked cassave cake! all we had to do especially me, was to eat! haha tsk tsk
may bago akong aabangan ulit, "October Road", pamatay ang story!
natawa nalang ako nung nakita ko kse kailangan icheck ung name and birthdate! hehe
lalang! no need for explanation..haha
i had my first ever thanksgiving last thursday! everyone's off from work and my uncle cooked the huge turkey (i call it turki..haha lalang) and potato salad..my tita made corn salad and baked cassave cake! all we had to do especially me, was to eat! haha tsk tsk
may bago akong aabangan ulit, "October Road", pamatay ang story!
Monday, November 19, 2007
i love you papa
papa flew back home, to our home sweet home!
he walks with me to the bus stop every morning, then this last day together, the bus came and i had to catch that bus or else i'd be late for work, so i had to hurry just kissed him and slight hug, actually not even close to a hug..then i wanted to turn back and hug him tight..i was on a verge of crying my heart out but i had to control myself or else, scandalous! haha so i texted him instead sending a long hhhhhuuuugggg and somehow it made me feel better..and just prayed..good thing he asked for a kiss and hug last night before he went to bed..
i know i may look like a papa's girl, well i guess i am..simply because he himself pampers me and i guess still sees me his little girl..but not spoiled! hehe
i'm like this because for almost a year we were always together, i drove him around, to his dentist, to St.Francis Church, to Makati for prayer meeting, to banks, and name it! we always eat out, just the two of us anywhere he feels hungry..hehe
in short i really had a great bond with him..
"Thank you.....i'm already on board, take care, I love you, I will miss your company."
- message from papa
he walks with me to the bus stop every morning, then this last day together, the bus came and i had to catch that bus or else i'd be late for work, so i had to hurry just kissed him and slight hug, actually not even close to a hug..then i wanted to turn back and hug him tight..i was on a verge of crying my heart out but i had to control myself or else, scandalous! haha so i texted him instead sending a long hhhhhuuuugggg and somehow it made me feel better..and just prayed..good thing he asked for a kiss and hug last night before he went to bed..
i know i may look like a papa's girl, well i guess i am..simply because he himself pampers me and i guess still sees me his little girl..but not spoiled! hehe
i'm like this because for almost a year we were always together, i drove him around, to his dentist, to St.Francis Church, to Makati for prayer meeting, to banks, and name it! we always eat out, just the two of us anywhere he feels hungry..hehe
in short i really had a great bond with him..
"Thank you.....i'm already on board, take care, I love you, I will miss your company."
- message from papa
pbb wala ako
naintriga ako about the pbb celebrity edition 2 kung sino ba talaga ang mga laman ng bahay ni kuya! haha
so youtube to the rescue!=)
and i think i'm missing a lot! haha kse nandun si toni and mariel sa loob! haha and i really like them both...so wala, wla na! haha and si gabby, dating lalake naging girl na tlga ngayon and she's telegenic! maganda naman kse siya sa personal e, gwapo nga noon e! haha so sayang for those guys na may gusto sa knya, umalis na raw siya..hahaha
for the celeb men, wala akong nagustuhan kahit isa sa kanila! haha baron geisler (tama ba sp?) naman, bkit ka pa nagbalak pumasok! haha at d ba madaya yun dahil nandun din brother niya? so parang wlang mamimiss na part ng family!? hehe at celebrity ba ang brother niya?
khit naman may tfc si tita vic, la pa rin pbb kse add'l pay ata un..haha busness!
*ayoko mainis kaya i'll just let it go! tama na eunice! haha*
so youtube to the rescue!=)
and i think i'm missing a lot! haha kse nandun si toni and mariel sa loob! haha and i really like them both...so wala, wla na! haha and si gabby, dating lalake naging girl na tlga ngayon and she's telegenic! maganda naman kse siya sa personal e, gwapo nga noon e! haha so sayang for those guys na may gusto sa knya, umalis na raw siya..hahaha
for the celeb men, wala akong nagustuhan kahit isa sa kanila! haha baron geisler (tama ba sp?) naman, bkit ka pa nagbalak pumasok! haha at d ba madaya yun dahil nandun din brother niya? so parang wlang mamimiss na part ng family!? hehe at celebrity ba ang brother niya?
khit naman may tfc si tita vic, la pa rin pbb kse add'l pay ata un..haha busness!
*ayoko mainis kaya i'll just let it go! tama na eunice! haha*
Sunday, November 18, 2007
adik sa puyat
what i'm doing is baaadd!!
i never got an 8hours sleep, ever! haha
my fault of course..pero still can't stop myself and just sleep!
Monday i have and i want to watch Dancing with the Stars (kahit wla na ung dancer na si Mark), Samantha Who?, and the finale of The Bachelor (gwapo! haha)
Tuesday, nothing to watch but i still don't know why i can't sleep around 9pm to get at least the 8hours i needed..
Wednesday, the ever exciting Gossip Girl (Dan!! haha XOXO)
Thursday, a little of Ugly Betty (betty la fea ba un sa GMA before?! hehe), Grey's Anatomy
Friday, nothing to do but i try to get online and wait for friends on ym
Saturday, nagkakataon my parents wanted to go somewhere, like kanina sa LA Convention Center for a car show! and speaking of!!!!! i got to hold and sit my dream slash perfect car! haha it's a Honda Fit a.k.a Honda Jazz sa pinas..with the exact color i always wanted but i never knew the right term for it, finally i know what's called! Blackberry Pearl! =) sayang walang may dala ng cam sa amin ni papa, so everything stored in memory! hehe it's $17k and of course plus plus so this means...SAVE SAVE SAVE!!!
Sunday, puyat na ng saturday, gising ng maaga for sunday kse mahaba ang pila sa bathroom! haha so the next day would be monday again and back to 430am gising..ahaha
i'm killing myself! haha eyebags getting bigger! tsk tsk
for the past few months, i've been liking Tinkerbell! hahaha i don't know why but i like her! wallpaper ko dito si Tink and i'm planning to buy a blanket either with Tink on it or Disney Princesses, those with Belle on it! haha and i discovered a Disney shop (pero feeling ko fake! haha) sa Downtown, and sobrang dami kong gusto na hindi ko actually kailangan! haha pero since cute sila and all gusto ko pa rin! haha notebooks (all sizes), coloring book, bags (take note, kid's bags! haha), pillows..atbp! haha
malameg malameg malameg!
i never got an 8hours sleep, ever! haha
my fault of course..pero still can't stop myself and just sleep!
Monday i have and i want to watch Dancing with the Stars (kahit wla na ung dancer na si Mark), Samantha Who?, and the finale of The Bachelor (gwapo! haha)
Tuesday, nothing to watch but i still don't know why i can't sleep around 9pm to get at least the 8hours i needed..
Wednesday, the ever exciting Gossip Girl (Dan!! haha XOXO)
Thursday, a little of Ugly Betty (betty la fea ba un sa GMA before?! hehe), Grey's Anatomy
Friday, nothing to do but i try to get online and wait for friends on ym
Saturday, nagkakataon my parents wanted to go somewhere, like kanina sa LA Convention Center for a car show! and speaking of!!!!! i got to hold and sit my dream slash perfect car! haha it's a Honda Fit a.k.a Honda Jazz sa pinas..with the exact color i always wanted but i never knew the right term for it, finally i know what's called! Blackberry Pearl! =) sayang walang may dala ng cam sa amin ni papa, so everything stored in memory! hehe it's $17k and of course plus plus so this means...SAVE SAVE SAVE!!!
Sunday, puyat na ng saturday, gising ng maaga for sunday kse mahaba ang pila sa bathroom! haha so the next day would be monday again and back to 430am gising..ahaha
i'm killing myself! haha eyebags getting bigger! tsk tsk
for the past few months, i've been liking Tinkerbell! hahaha i don't know why but i like her! wallpaper ko dito si Tink and i'm planning to buy a blanket either with Tink on it or Disney Princesses, those with Belle on it! haha and i discovered a Disney shop (pero feeling ko fake! haha) sa Downtown, and sobrang dami kong gusto na hindi ko actually kailangan! haha pero since cute sila and all gusto ko pa rin! haha notebooks (all sizes), coloring book, bags (take note, kid's bags! haha), pillows..atbp! haha
malameg malameg malameg!
Thursday, November 15, 2007
4 years
yesterday, Philippine time Nov.15,2007 and today US time - supposed to be our 4th year anniversay..:)
funny thing is, coincidence or not..in those two nights, LOVERS were everywhere! haha not usual for me because every night i rarely see lovers,couples - cuddling and all that mushy part! haha all i could do that day was smile..
i'm not bitter but the first thing i thought of was, "i've been there" hahaha and "be happy" and i really mean the last thought..like what camie said, everyone deserves to be happy and i think it's a sign (about her entry, "don't settle") that i shouldn't settle! haha the most hopeless romantic in class, came to a point in which she wants to settle?! haha naahhh just a thought!
of course a part of me would always think about "what might have's" and "what if's" but mostly, happiness-peace-steady feeling..ico and i are friends, not the cliche type kind of friends..we talk about things we knew even before and new updates about our lives, family, and even when it comes to new or old love..(kung mayron man) we didn't celebrate our 4 years of being in a relationship as a couple rather it was 4 years of friendship! :)
*basta alam mo na un, thank you! :)
"and sometimes, the most important history is the history we're making today" - grey's anatomy
funny thing is, coincidence or not..in those two nights, LOVERS were everywhere! haha not usual for me because every night i rarely see lovers,couples - cuddling and all that mushy part! haha all i could do that day was smile..
i'm not bitter but the first thing i thought of was, "i've been there" hahaha and "be happy" and i really mean the last thought..like what camie said, everyone deserves to be happy and i think it's a sign (about her entry, "don't settle") that i shouldn't settle! haha the most hopeless romantic in class, came to a point in which she wants to settle?! haha naahhh just a thought!
of course a part of me would always think about "what might have's" and "what if's" but mostly, happiness-peace-steady feeling..ico and i are friends, not the cliche type kind of friends..we talk about things we knew even before and new updates about our lives, family, and even when it comes to new or old love..(kung mayron man) we didn't celebrate our 4 years of being in a relationship as a couple rather it was 4 years of friendship! :)
*basta alam mo na un, thank you! :)
"and sometimes, the most important history is the history we're making today" - grey's anatomy
Sunday, November 11, 2007
ubod ng gulo na entry!
may cinnabon dito sa Glendale Galle, the first thing i said was,
"one chocobon please"
pero goodluck di ko tinitingnan ung list ng choices nila and guess what, pinas lang ata ang may chocobon! hahaha nalungkot ako! dahil gusto ko ng chocobon! hehe so nauwi kami sa isang pecanbon and cinnabon..hehe
exciting ang pangyayare sa Desperate Housewives! hehe every episode!!
as always, nakakaiyak ang Brothers and Sisters...ung mother name niya is Nora, same name ni mama and actually i see a lot of mama's characteristics dun sa tao..hehe
Grey's Anatomy, always sizzling new issues!haha
di pa dumadating ang paycheck ko! nasan na kaya yun,they sent it thru mail e..di lang ako sure kung nasend na nga e! hahaha
malamig na forever dito! haha
sleeping time!
"one chocobon please"
pero goodluck di ko tinitingnan ung list ng choices nila and guess what, pinas lang ata ang may chocobon! hahaha nalungkot ako! dahil gusto ko ng chocobon! hehe so nauwi kami sa isang pecanbon and cinnabon..hehe
exciting ang pangyayare sa Desperate Housewives! hehe every episode!!
as always, nakakaiyak ang Brothers and Sisters...ung mother name niya is Nora, same name ni mama and actually i see a lot of mama's characteristics dun sa tao..hehe
Grey's Anatomy, always sizzling new issues!haha
di pa dumadating ang paycheck ko! nasan na kaya yun,they sent it thru mail e..di lang ako sure kung nasend na nga e! hahaha
malamig na forever dito! haha
sleeping time!
random away
**my first ever big pay check, i bought one thing from my list! hehe
pero actually di ko pa nahahawakan mismo ung paycheck pero pinautang muna ako ni papa since it's a good price and on sale! hehe
**papa, uuwi na next monday..masaya ako uuwi siya para makapag unwind, sobrang daming sudden changes kase dito and i understand him..malungkot kse kami nalang ni mama together and na uuwi siya sa pinas, gusto ko rin! haha
**don't pay attention to what they say, pay attention to what they do
pero actually di ko pa nahahawakan mismo ung paycheck pero pinautang muna ako ni papa since it's a good price and on sale! hehe
**papa, uuwi na next monday..masaya ako uuwi siya para makapag unwind, sobrang daming sudden changes kase dito and i understand him..malungkot kse kami nalang ni mama together and na uuwi siya sa pinas, gusto ko rin! haha
**don't pay attention to what they say, pay attention to what they do
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
bored-magblog
i've been working, doing nothing at the same time! haha
the department is having this new system, electronic one so no more charts to be pulled, so meaning, i wouldn't have work to do! haha
but since one of the employee would transfer to another department, i was trained to do her job, which was sooo easy! haha but then the next day they had me trained for almost everything! haha the scanning part and the indexing part..2 things everyday! and two different places, my supervisor's driving me around for a week now! haha baliktad! ehehe
in terms with co-workers, i'm good with them! hehe everyone's nice, i've met a lot of people from different countries, i've met 2 egyptian people! haha i wanted to ask them a lot about the tombs and things i've seen on national geo before! hehe
i'm craving for IN AND OUT french fries!
the department is having this new system, electronic one so no more charts to be pulled, so meaning, i wouldn't have work to do! haha
but since one of the employee would transfer to another department, i was trained to do her job, which was sooo easy! haha but then the next day they had me trained for almost everything! haha the scanning part and the indexing part..2 things everyday! and two different places, my supervisor's driving me around for a week now! haha baliktad! ehehe
in terms with co-workers, i'm good with them! hehe everyone's nice, i've met a lot of people from different countries, i've met 2 egyptian people! haha i wanted to ask them a lot about the tombs and things i've seen on national geo before! hehe
i'm craving for IN AND OUT french fries!
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
happy hollow-birthday
happy halloween!!
first time to really feel the "halloween season" hahaha
ang cute ng mga kids dito, especially toddlers! wearing pooh costume,tiger,bear,bug..actually all kinds of animal pwede! hahaha cutteee!!!
at the same time first time to celebrate papa's birthday here, we ate at Acapulco..mexican restaurants..yummeh!! first rin ni papa kantahan in a resto! haha i was the designated photographer pero of course puro ako lang ang kuha..hahaha
ngayon i'm so full to the nth power! pwede akong mag-migrate sa kinain ko! hahaha seryoso!
malamig na sa labas ang may brown jacket is not working sa lamig! haha kaya magbabago ako ng jacket bukas, di ko lang alam kung anong bagay! hahaha
since madaming unwanted na gamit dito sa bahay e nagcostume kami ni mama..we had our own costume party! hahaha
Sunday, October 28, 2007
those kinds
i believe that people who brag about their vices thru pictures or in any form..are shallow ...and the kind of people who would do something just because it's "cool" or you're IN, in with the people surrounding you...
i hate it especially when they'd intentionally pose for a picture holding a cigarette or a bottle of beer..
there's more to life than wasting it by puffing and drinking...
God Bless those people!
i hate it especially when they'd intentionally pose for a picture holding a cigarette or a bottle of beer..
there's more to life than wasting it by puffing and drinking...
God Bless those people!
Saturday, October 27, 2007
new job, new pains! haha
4 days of not-so-boring orientation
then 1 day of hands on training!
madali lang ung job ko sa Chartroom Dept., as a chartroom clerk! whaha pero goodluck di naman ako sinbihan about the job itself e! so sympre nag 1 1/2 in. heels ako di nga mataas actually e kse sympers paimpress sa itsura kse first day to meet the manager and the supervisor, sabay sa vacation pala ung manager so ok fine, supervisor nalang..pero since kilala na kami ng supervisor khit di na ako magdamit matino sa knya e! haha sayang tlga!
anyway, un nga di mataas ung shoes ko pero after 8 hours of doing the job (walking, walking, walking) parang feeling ko naka-5in heels ako! ang saket na tlga ng paa ko! hahaha major! tapos maglalakad pa ako papuntang bus stop, gusto ko nalang tlga lumipad! hahaha parusa! lahat sila don concern about sa shoes ko 5 tao ang nagtanong skin kung masakit daw na ba ang paa ko, sbi ko konti lang! haha sympre di kailangan magpahalata! haha pero deep inside nagdudugo na ata! hahaha
mayron naman akong nabiling shoes na comfy flats pero di ko sinuot nga that day kse paimpress sabay napunta sa pangdepress! haha
so monday at sa susunod pang araw ko dun, never na akong mag he-heels! haha
weekend off kami since paper works ung amin..i know i should be happy about this kse weekend..haha pero nung narinig ko un from Jessika (nagttrain sa akin) nalungkot ako! haha kse i wanted a weekday day off kse gusto ko magpart time kay Tita Lolita (7/11 owner) e kapag weekends mayron na siyang permanent crew assigned! so un..haha
so maybe next weekend i might Tita Lolita kse lagi niyang nababanggit kay mama and twice kay papa na gusto niya nadalawin ko daw sila..awwww..hehe sooon!!
then 1 day of hands on training!
madali lang ung job ko sa Chartroom Dept., as a chartroom clerk! whaha pero goodluck di naman ako sinbihan about the job itself e! so sympre nag 1 1/2 in. heels ako di nga mataas actually e kse sympers paimpress sa itsura kse first day to meet the manager and the supervisor, sabay sa vacation pala ung manager so ok fine, supervisor nalang..pero since kilala na kami ng supervisor khit di na ako magdamit matino sa knya e! haha sayang tlga!
anyway, un nga di mataas ung shoes ko pero after 8 hours of doing the job (walking, walking, walking) parang feeling ko naka-5in heels ako! ang saket na tlga ng paa ko! hahaha major! tapos maglalakad pa ako papuntang bus stop, gusto ko nalang tlga lumipad! hahaha parusa! lahat sila don concern about sa shoes ko 5 tao ang nagtanong skin kung masakit daw na ba ang paa ko, sbi ko konti lang! haha sympre di kailangan magpahalata! haha pero deep inside nagdudugo na ata! hahaha
mayron naman akong nabiling shoes na comfy flats pero di ko sinuot nga that day kse paimpress sabay napunta sa pangdepress! haha
so monday at sa susunod pang araw ko dun, never na akong mag he-heels! haha
weekend off kami since paper works ung amin..i know i should be happy about this kse weekend..haha pero nung narinig ko un from Jessika (nagttrain sa akin) nalungkot ako! haha kse i wanted a weekday day off kse gusto ko magpart time kay Tita Lolita (7/11 owner) e kapag weekends mayron na siyang permanent crew assigned! so un..haha
so maybe next weekend i might Tita Lolita kse lagi niyang nababanggit kay mama and twice kay papa na gusto niya nadalawin ko daw sila..awwww..hehe sooon!!
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
nice name
i just saw a mint candy box labelled, "After Dick Mints"
whahahahaha
speechless! hahaha
ngayon lang ako nakakita nito! ahahahah
*i'm in a sort of corporate world now and i'm liking it and loving my clothes..haha slowly i'm trying to complete my "corporate clothes" hahahaha
whahahahaha
speechless! hahaha
ngayon lang ako nakakita nito! ahahahah
*i'm in a sort of corporate world now and i'm liking it and loving my clothes..haha slowly i'm trying to complete my "corporate clothes" hahahaha
Monday, October 22, 2007
conversation with Nunan
bigla kong naka-chat si nunan last night sa ym,tapos the next thing i know tinanong na niya ung landline namin dito and she called me! hehe for the first time after 5 months..ngayon lang ulit ako nkipagusap sa phone ng 3 hours! grabe! haha namiss ko na nga ang Desperate Housewives and Brothers and Sisters dahil tuloy tuloy ang chitchat namin ni nunan! hehe
from GS days, tibo moments niya (mga na-inlove sa knyang tibo at mga crush niyang tibo), buntis issue, graduates sa three-four-seven, mga lalakeng malalabo, mga ex niya, naging relationship ko, si kate, si aj, friendster ng mga tao, trabaho, co-workers, bayarin, loner moments namin, changes..lots of changes!
so after the conver alam kong malaki ang bill ni nunan dahil siya ang tumwag sa akin! haha e since we have different area code, considered long distance na un khit parang pasig to tondo lang ang layo or more.hehehe so un!
it was fun kse we both felt homesick and finally normal people ang nakausap namin na may something connecting us..haha na matagal tagal na namin hinahanap, lalo na siya..3 years na niyang hinahanap! hehe
she wanted to visit me here at Glendale, pero since malayo i told her na one day someday kapag nakakuha na ako ng transpo ko we'll meet half way! hehe mangyayare un kapag naging permanent na ako sa job ko! hehe so i can pay my monthly na by that time! hehe
so people reading this, we're still waiting for you guys to come here and be one with us! hahaha para dumami dami naman kami! haha make sure Calif! hehe
from GS days, tibo moments niya (mga na-inlove sa knyang tibo at mga crush niyang tibo), buntis issue, graduates sa three-four-seven, mga lalakeng malalabo, mga ex niya, naging relationship ko, si kate, si aj, friendster ng mga tao, trabaho, co-workers, bayarin, loner moments namin, changes..lots of changes!
so after the conver alam kong malaki ang bill ni nunan dahil siya ang tumwag sa akin! haha e since we have different area code, considered long distance na un khit parang pasig to tondo lang ang layo or more.hehehe so un!
it was fun kse we both felt homesick and finally normal people ang nakausap namin na may something connecting us..haha na matagal tagal na namin hinahanap, lalo na siya..3 years na niyang hinahanap! hehe
she wanted to visit me here at Glendale, pero since malayo i told her na one day someday kapag nakakuha na ako ng transpo ko we'll meet half way! hehe mangyayare un kapag naging permanent na ako sa job ko! hehe so i can pay my monthly na by that time! hehe
so people reading this, we're still waiting for you guys to come here and be one with us! hahaha para dumami dami naman kami! haha make sure Calif! hehe
Sunday, October 21, 2007
tsismis galore!
finally my sunday today was like my usual sundays sa pinas! hahaha nangapitbahay kami ng uncle ko kay tita vic (tito siya dpat actually! haha) mayron silang TFC and ang dami ko nang namimiss! haha finally nakapanood ako ng ASAP!! forever ganda pa rin ni Toni Gonzaga for me, tumaba ang itsura ni Piolo Pascual dahil sa haircut, si John Lloyd forever benta sa akin, si Bea Alonzo ayoko siya as a tao! haha pero kapag sa mga movies nila ni Lloydy (feeling close!) e gusto ko siya! haha
pati sa SOP forever ring walang kwenta! haha laging dinadaan lang sa bright lights ang kanilang set, pero the people and the talents..wala compared to ASAP's..haha sympre except for Regine, Ogie, Janno, and Jaya, include na rin si Kyla kse i like her! hahaha pero over all ASAP pa rin ako! and goodluck sa SHOWBOYS! hello?!!?! sayang ang mga itsura niyo dahil walang kwenta ang pinaggagawa niyong pagkanta at pagsayaw sa tv di naman maganda tingnan dahil una, di kayo sabay sabay and pangalawa, lip singing na nga lang di pa alam ang lyrics! magmodel nalang kayo! hahaha
back to Kapamilya, THE BUZZ sobrang namiss ko nang SOBRA! pero gusto ko si Kris pa rin sana ang nandun pero ok na rin! hehe ang daming tsismis na di ko alam..haha
pinaka-una..HYDEN!! (bf ni vicky belo) nakakahiya ka!! haha tinatakwil ka namin na naging sort of friend ka namin dahil mahal namin si pam! haha di ka namin kilala! anong nangyare sayo?!?! vicky belo?!!! hello she got the money but after that, WALA NA!! sayang ka hyden! ok lang sa amin khit sino, well kse never ka na pwede sa kabarkada namin..haha why?!!??! sabi mo lang dati gusto mo lang maging doctor, ngayon pati showbiz pinapasok mo pa! hahaha and infairness to him, he looks a lot better sa personal! hehe
ang Calla Lily guy, kean something..crush ng madaming tao..naging sila pala ni Danita Paner! kala ko ippursue niya si Yeng e! haha di pala! hehe
ano pa ba..hmm si Sam Milby, lumakas na rin pala ang loob niya na magcomment at may halo pang sue na mangyayare kapag di magapologize si Lolit Solis! infairness, mukha naman tlga siyang hindi bading e, i believe Anne Curtis..haha si Piolo lang tlga ung dikit ng dikit! hahaha
tapos ang dami na palang bagong movies at mga teleserye na wala akong idea! may gusto akong movie nila John Lloyd at Bea, "One More Chance"..pero goodluck kung pano ko mapapanood, DBD nalang to galing Metrowalk, bilin ko sa Kuya ko! haha MMK rin, ang thursday's ko dati laging may one night ng iyak dahil sa mga stories, ngayon wala na! maganda daw ung last week e! haha may series din kaya ang MMK?! hahaha
tapos mayron palang show si Aga as a doctor ulit pero ngayon tao naman! hehe tapos forever ganda ni Precious Lara! haay..hehe
anyway, bothered pa rin ako Hyden and Vicky Belo issue! haha may picture pa akong kasama ka sa Prom! haha mabuting tao ka naman all in all e..pero bkit bkit belo?! hahaha
nga pala, tita beng ko, so near yet so far ang moment niya sa BECKHAM! nandun sila sa hotel where my tita works pwedeng pwede niyang makita or makausap na e, kso nga lang wala e jobaholic tita ko e! haha so wala tinanong lang kung sino at bkit daming tao tapos nun, balik sa job..haha o well! haha
pati sa SOP forever ring walang kwenta! haha laging dinadaan lang sa bright lights ang kanilang set, pero the people and the talents..wala compared to ASAP's..haha sympre except for Regine, Ogie, Janno, and Jaya, include na rin si Kyla kse i like her! hahaha pero over all ASAP pa rin ako! and goodluck sa SHOWBOYS! hello?!!?! sayang ang mga itsura niyo dahil walang kwenta ang pinaggagawa niyong pagkanta at pagsayaw sa tv di naman maganda tingnan dahil una, di kayo sabay sabay and pangalawa, lip singing na nga lang di pa alam ang lyrics! magmodel nalang kayo! hahaha
back to Kapamilya, THE BUZZ sobrang namiss ko nang SOBRA! pero gusto ko si Kris pa rin sana ang nandun pero ok na rin! hehe ang daming tsismis na di ko alam..haha
pinaka-una..HYDEN!! (bf ni vicky belo) nakakahiya ka!! haha tinatakwil ka namin na naging sort of friend ka namin dahil mahal namin si pam! haha di ka namin kilala! anong nangyare sayo?!?! vicky belo?!!! hello she got the money but after that, WALA NA!! sayang ka hyden! ok lang sa amin khit sino, well kse never ka na pwede sa kabarkada namin..haha why?!!??! sabi mo lang dati gusto mo lang maging doctor, ngayon pati showbiz pinapasok mo pa! hahaha and infairness to him, he looks a lot better sa personal! hehe
ang Calla Lily guy, kean something..crush ng madaming tao..naging sila pala ni Danita Paner! kala ko ippursue niya si Yeng e! haha di pala! hehe
ano pa ba..hmm si Sam Milby, lumakas na rin pala ang loob niya na magcomment at may halo pang sue na mangyayare kapag di magapologize si Lolit Solis! infairness, mukha naman tlga siyang hindi bading e, i believe Anne Curtis..haha si Piolo lang tlga ung dikit ng dikit! hahaha
tapos ang dami na palang bagong movies at mga teleserye na wala akong idea! may gusto akong movie nila John Lloyd at Bea, "One More Chance"..pero goodluck kung pano ko mapapanood, DBD nalang to galing Metrowalk, bilin ko sa Kuya ko! haha MMK rin, ang thursday's ko dati laging may one night ng iyak dahil sa mga stories, ngayon wala na! maganda daw ung last week e! haha may series din kaya ang MMK?! hahaha
tapos mayron palang show si Aga as a doctor ulit pero ngayon tao naman! hehe tapos forever ganda ni Precious Lara! haay..hehe
anyway, bothered pa rin ako Hyden and Vicky Belo issue! haha may picture pa akong kasama ka sa Prom! haha mabuting tao ka naman all in all e..pero bkit bkit belo?! hahaha
nga pala, tita beng ko, so near yet so far ang moment niya sa BECKHAM! nandun sila sa hotel where my tita works pwedeng pwede niyang makita or makausap na e, kso nga lang wala e jobaholic tita ko e! haha so wala tinanong lang kung sino at bkit daming tao tapos nun, balik sa job..haha o well! haha
Thursday, October 18, 2007
move
it makes me sad and at the same time happy..
i don't know which one feels better..
is this part of growing?
or i'm just not used to fast paced changes?
i don't know which one feels better..
is this part of growing?
or i'm just not used to fast paced changes?
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
randomness
nahabol ko rin ung na-miss kong episode ng gossip girl, kse may replay pla ng sunday! hehe
lahat dito sa bahay ng lola ko ayaw manood ng desperate housewives (DH) at ako lang ata..i know di ko sinusuportahan ang pinoy sa gusto nilang mangyare pero wala e! hahaha maganda e! tska i know i'm just a 0.0000000001% difference in their rating! hehe mean pero kse like what i said i don't put all the blame sa DH producers and i've been watching DH dati pa mahirap i-let go ang juicy series! hehehe
it's been 4 years since last akong gumising ng 530am everyday! before it was for school ngayon it's for work! grabe ang bilis ng panahon and i never thought that i'd be saying the words, work, katrabaho, boss, day off at this age and time! hehehe and after 4 years rin mayron na ulit akong black shoes! yey!! sorry mababaw lang ako pero kse namiss ko magkaron ng new black shoes! haha sympre todo pili..haha
within a week 5 times akong pinagtutusok ng injection! goodluck naman! di ako over takot pero ayoko lang makita ang injection na ini-inject in action! haha of course lalo na sa akin! hahaha kse ung other job ko kailangan ma-clear sa medical check up nila so i had a tb skin test, flu shot, blood works (all in one day! kmusta naman un!?!?) then after ilang days, another tb skin test (right arm this time) and xray..then day after hepa B shot..soooo di madami! at ang pinakamasakit sa lahat ung hepaB kse ang tagal kse ang dami nung gamot! napakasaya! haha
tomorrow would be my last day at 7/11 fulltime crew
kanina ko lang ulit nakita si hanna and i missed her and siya rin sa akin! hehe i got lots of hugs from her kanina na hindi ko hinihingi from her siya lumalapit sa akin! awwww
may nadiscover ulit akong sobrang low prices ng clothes! napakasaya!!
random entry kse nakalimutan ko ung pinakagusto kong i-blog..nakalimutan ko..AGAIN! haha
lahat dito sa bahay ng lola ko ayaw manood ng desperate housewives (DH) at ako lang ata..i know di ko sinusuportahan ang pinoy sa gusto nilang mangyare pero wala e! hahaha maganda e! tska i know i'm just a 0.0000000001% difference in their rating! hehe mean pero kse like what i said i don't put all the blame sa DH producers and i've been watching DH dati pa mahirap i-let go ang juicy series! hehehe
it's been 4 years since last akong gumising ng 530am everyday! before it was for school ngayon it's for work! grabe ang bilis ng panahon and i never thought that i'd be saying the words, work, katrabaho, boss, day off at this age and time! hehehe and after 4 years rin mayron na ulit akong black shoes! yey!! sorry mababaw lang ako pero kse namiss ko magkaron ng new black shoes! haha sympre todo pili..haha
within a week 5 times akong pinagtutusok ng injection! goodluck naman! di ako over takot pero ayoko lang makita ang injection na ini-inject in action! haha of course lalo na sa akin! hahaha kse ung other job ko kailangan ma-clear sa medical check up nila so i had a tb skin test, flu shot, blood works (all in one day! kmusta naman un!?!?) then after ilang days, another tb skin test (right arm this time) and xray..then day after hepa B shot..soooo di madami! at ang pinakamasakit sa lahat ung hepaB kse ang tagal kse ang dami nung gamot! napakasaya! haha
tomorrow would be my last day at 7/11 fulltime crew
kanina ko lang ulit nakita si hanna and i missed her and siya rin sa akin! hehe i got lots of hugs from her kanina na hindi ko hinihingi from her siya lumalapit sa akin! awwww
may nadiscover ulit akong sobrang low prices ng clothes! napakasaya!!
random entry kse nakalimutan ko ung pinakagusto kong i-blog..nakalimutan ko..AGAIN! haha
Saturday, October 13, 2007
random blog
almost everyone's shoutout on Friendster has the word, sembreak..haha
this october would be my first halloween celebration, obviously! hehe everyone's decorating their front with lots and lots of skulls, pumpkin, bats, scarecrow, and many more..i told papa that if we're going to decorate our place (in the future) we'd just blow up our family picture and dress up as Adam's Family..haha why not?! ahahaha
this week would be my last week at 7/11 as a full time crew, i'm going to miss the fun, the tension, stress, and the customers! hehehe some likes me, so i like them na rin! hahaha
i was supposed to blog something but i forgot! hahaha
*if this is true, i hope it's for real*
this october would be my first halloween celebration, obviously! hehe everyone's decorating their front with lots and lots of skulls, pumpkin, bats, scarecrow, and many more..i told papa that if we're going to decorate our place (in the future) we'd just blow up our family picture and dress up as Adam's Family..haha why not?! ahahaha
this week would be my last week at 7/11 as a full time crew, i'm going to miss the fun, the tension, stress, and the customers! hehehe some likes me, so i like them na rin! hahaha
i was supposed to blog something but i forgot! hahaha
*if this is true, i hope it's for real*
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
random
random post
still love my 7/11 job and got my first pay check..yehess!! if only i'd use this money in the Phil, converted to peso..hmm..hahaha
excited for my next job but nervous at the same time
got a phone call from macy's when i don't need it anymore
we're all squeezing here at my lola's house but we're all happy..hehe
tinatamad na ako magisip, puyat e! haha tulog nalang!
still love my 7/11 job and got my first pay check..yehess!! if only i'd use this money in the Phil, converted to peso..hmm..hahaha
excited for my next job but nervous at the same time
got a phone call from macy's when i don't need it anymore
we're all squeezing here at my lola's house but we're all happy..hehe
tinatamad na ako magisip, puyat e! haha tulog nalang!
Saturday, October 6, 2007
paycheck.equador.movie.DH
our paycheck from 7/11 is late..haha i'd be getting my first ever paycheck on Tuesday, i think..hehe
yesterday was my first time to work at Tita Lolita's other store at North Hollywood, where mama works..and i've made a new friend/co-worker, Emilio, Equadorian guy..he's good looking-rocker-simple guy..funny but i'm still working on understanding his accent because i'd be working with him Monday and Wednesday..haha
on Monday, i'm going to have my Td Test (kung ano man un! haha) for Kaiser stuffs..hassle because i'd have to take 2-3 more tests meaning 2-3 more absent days at 7/11 (nakakahiya na!)
just saw "Six Days Seven Nights" and i didn't like the movie at all! nakakairita because this girl, recently engaged stranded in an island with this pilot..obviously they were together for 6days and 7 nights or less..then at the end of the movie, the girl left her "hubby" for this old pilot as if matagal na silang magkasama and magkakilala compared to her old relationship..NA YUN YUNG NAKAKAINIS! they felt they were in love kase sympre they got each other and WALA NA IBANG TAO DUN! natural instinct lang un or can call it reaction for something like chemistry to happen pero it doesn't mean na after a day being with your old boyfriend e narealize na kaagad na hindi pala siya all along! grrrr nakakainis kase puro feelings ang sinusunod ng mga tao, movies or in real life..haha real life that's for sure dahil madami akong kilala na puro puso walang utak na ginamit and yet they still believe in sorta fairytale lovelife! GRRRR hahahaha i admit, i was once a fairtytale believer! haha pero after a little shake and bump nagising rin and i guess good thing for me, pero still ANG DAMING TULOG PA! tsk
back to the story, anyway, yun nga i hate the movie dahil they were sending a stupid-wrong message (well, for me..) it doesn't take a week to know a person and be in love as if you knew him since birth..haha ay ewan!
and about the DH issue, i'm not against pinoys, OF COURSE NOT! pero let's not put all the blame to DH producers, script writers, and to abc. they wouldn't have an idea like this if THIS issue wasn't real. admit it or not, we have flaws on our medical schools, hospitals, and people. what they mentioned in that line WAS and IS real, but i guess the truth hurts! always hurts! and more depressing because people had to hear it on national tv and in a very famous show, DH. on the other hand, DH shouldn't have televised a sensitive issue regarding a certain country, too specific on that side! tsk tsk and shouldn't have generalized pinoy in the medical field because i know for sure NOT ALL are unreliable when it comes to med stuffs. but actually, at the end of that episode, the statement given by Susan (Teri Hatcher) was sort of justified because her doctor who came from HArvard Med School was incorrect about her supposed to be menopausal stage, instead she was pregnant..and i guess some people don't know that, they haven't seen the whole episode, ung part lang na un kse i think ang laging pinapakita and it sucks.
yesterday was my first time to work at Tita Lolita's other store at North Hollywood, where mama works..and i've made a new friend/co-worker, Emilio, Equadorian guy..he's good looking-rocker-simple guy..funny but i'm still working on understanding his accent because i'd be working with him Monday and Wednesday..haha
on Monday, i'm going to have my Td Test (kung ano man un! haha) for Kaiser stuffs..hassle because i'd have to take 2-3 more tests meaning 2-3 more absent days at 7/11 (nakakahiya na!)
just saw "Six Days Seven Nights" and i didn't like the movie at all! nakakairita because this girl, recently engaged stranded in an island with this pilot..obviously they were together for 6days and 7 nights or less..then at the end of the movie, the girl left her "hubby" for this old pilot as if matagal na silang magkasama and magkakilala compared to her old relationship..NA YUN YUNG NAKAKAINIS! they felt they were in love kase sympre they got each other and WALA NA IBANG TAO DUN! natural instinct lang un or can call it reaction for something like chemistry to happen pero it doesn't mean na after a day being with your old boyfriend e narealize na kaagad na hindi pala siya all along! grrrr nakakainis kase puro feelings ang sinusunod ng mga tao, movies or in real life..haha real life that's for sure dahil madami akong kilala na puro puso walang utak na ginamit and yet they still believe in sorta fairytale lovelife! GRRRR hahahaha i admit, i was once a fairtytale believer! haha pero after a little shake and bump nagising rin and i guess good thing for me, pero still ANG DAMING TULOG PA! tsk
back to the story, anyway, yun nga i hate the movie dahil they were sending a stupid-wrong message (well, for me..) it doesn't take a week to know a person and be in love as if you knew him since birth..haha ay ewan!
and about the DH issue, i'm not against pinoys, OF COURSE NOT! pero let's not put all the blame to DH producers, script writers, and to abc. they wouldn't have an idea like this if THIS issue wasn't real. admit it or not, we have flaws on our medical schools, hospitals, and people. what they mentioned in that line WAS and IS real, but i guess the truth hurts! always hurts! and more depressing because people had to hear it on national tv and in a very famous show, DH. on the other hand, DH shouldn't have televised a sensitive issue regarding a certain country, too specific on that side! tsk tsk and shouldn't have generalized pinoy in the medical field because i know for sure NOT ALL are unreliable when it comes to med stuffs. but actually, at the end of that episode, the statement given by Susan (Teri Hatcher) was sort of justified because her doctor who came from HArvard Med School was incorrect about her supposed to be menopausal stage, instead she was pregnant..and i guess some people don't know that, they haven't seen the whole episode, ung part lang na un kse i think ang laging pinapakita and it sucks.
Sunday, September 30, 2007
thank heaven for seven eleven
my title is 7/11's theme phrase..(i don't know the right term for it..haha)
i've worked for 5 days this week and the first 2 days was really hard for me..haha first, i need to wake up at 5am to get ready..it's been 4 years now since i had this routine (MC days) so it was really hard for me and a lot of adjustments from sleeping time, eating time, and had to sacrifice my late night TV shows..haha second, i had to deal with people early in the morning because i admit i'm not a morning person, never was! haha and i guess never will..hahha i try to change my attitude in the morning but it doesn't work..haha i need an hour or few hours to get warmed up to be in the mood..that's why everyday around 7am-9am i'm not infront of the register, i'm walking around stacking stuffs or doing coffee because i don't want to deal with people..hahaha
but for the rest of the week everything was capital F-U-N for me! i have no complains with my job, duties, co-workers, manager, and boss..with costumers, quite few rants about them..and it was a dream come true for me..HAHAHA to be at the register! hahaha (hi cawax and nicole!)
i had an encounter with this old american lady and told me i got no manners when i didn't even open my mouth and did nothing wrong to her, i just grabbed a piece of paper mama was holding because she might give the wrong lotto ticket to that old lady..then all of a sudden the old lady started her own problem..well i was about answer back (my initial and real reaction) but then of course i had to tame myself or else i would make a scene..so i just stepped out of the counter and waited for her to go..
another encounter with a drunk american lady, i can't believe people getting drunk around 1pm..hello don't you think that's too early to be dancing around the street?! hahaha anyway, i knew she was drunk so i was praying that she would go to the other counter (Gabriel's counter) and she did, but then she saw the magazine stand infront of my counter and bought a mag with Pitt on the cover..i had to deal with her - no choice..but then this good mannered friend, Gabriel took charge of my counter and told me to deal with the other costumers online..thanks!
lastly, almost all of the mexican people coming in everyday in the store would talk to me in Spanish! everyday! hello! and i can't understand what they're saying except for the numbers! hahaha then sometimes i'd just find out that Gabriel and this costumer is already talking about me, not until they end the conversation and let my co-worker interpret everything..haha
but all in all i like the people, unity, and system that we have..i wish i could work longer for them and i just wish that i could work with them as my part time..hehe
i've worked for 5 days this week and the first 2 days was really hard for me..haha first, i need to wake up at 5am to get ready..it's been 4 years now since i had this routine (MC days) so it was really hard for me and a lot of adjustments from sleeping time, eating time, and had to sacrifice my late night TV shows..haha second, i had to deal with people early in the morning because i admit i'm not a morning person, never was! haha and i guess never will..hahha i try to change my attitude in the morning but it doesn't work..haha i need an hour or few hours to get warmed up to be in the mood..that's why everyday around 7am-9am i'm not infront of the register, i'm walking around stacking stuffs or doing coffee because i don't want to deal with people..hahaha
but for the rest of the week everything was capital F-U-N for me! i have no complains with my job, duties, co-workers, manager, and boss..with costumers, quite few rants about them..and it was a dream come true for me..HAHAHA to be at the register! hahaha (hi cawax and nicole!)
i had an encounter with this old american lady and told me i got no manners when i didn't even open my mouth and did nothing wrong to her, i just grabbed a piece of paper mama was holding because she might give the wrong lotto ticket to that old lady..then all of a sudden the old lady started her own problem..well i was about answer back (my initial and real reaction) but then of course i had to tame myself or else i would make a scene..so i just stepped out of the counter and waited for her to go..
another encounter with a drunk american lady, i can't believe people getting drunk around 1pm..hello don't you think that's too early to be dancing around the street?! hahaha anyway, i knew she was drunk so i was praying that she would go to the other counter (Gabriel's counter) and she did, but then she saw the magazine stand infront of my counter and bought a mag with Pitt on the cover..i had to deal with her - no choice..but then this good mannered friend, Gabriel took charge of my counter and told me to deal with the other costumers online..thanks!
lastly, almost all of the mexican people coming in everyday in the store would talk to me in Spanish! everyday! hello! and i can't understand what they're saying except for the numbers! hahaha then sometimes i'd just find out that Gabriel and this costumer is already talking about me, not until they end the conversation and let my co-worker interpret everything..haha
but all in all i like the people, unity, and system that we have..i wish i could work longer for them and i just wish that i could work with them as my part time..hehe
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
job and series
finally i've been busy doing something, something fruitful for the past 3 days now..
yep, i'm working!
i'm working at 7/11 Glenoaks, Glendale at "tita" lolita's shop, i (plus mama) got in because uncle referred us just to start and to have some local experience to get our lives starting and luckily she needed 2 people for the N. Hollywood shop (very far) and we're the answer for her and vice versa..the pay is not that big, minimum but really doesn't matter that much..experience means more than the actual payment (well, this goes for me)
i have 2 new friends now, Gabriel (mexican) and Del (indian), 21 and 20 respectively. first day of work their first question was my age and they can't believe that i'm 21! haha they even said i'm not even fit for 18..haha o well, baby face e! hahaha yaaakkk..anyway, they trained us and had the same shift with them til tomorrow, then on friday, we're going to the N.Hollywood shop and know new people..nose bleeding or not, i definitely need to speak in English not a word of Tagalog whenever i'm with them at the register, good thing straight English comes out to me automatically even when i'm talking to the owner (pinoy) and to mama..haha
infairness compliments to MC again and well, to me as well! hahahah feeling! because as always they expected Filipino's to have this certain English accent and they never hear from me, they asked me most of the time if i was born here and since when did i arrive in US..surprise surprise..just this May! hahaha pat on MC's shoulder! hahaha
then tuesday i called Linda Patton, HR recruiter from Kaiser Permanente Hospital, asked her about their decision on the Chart Room Clerk position and it was my first time to hear the phrase "we're hiring you" and gulay it sounds really good..i tell you! i was on my phone smiling and all giggly..haha and quite a few times thanking her because she "sold" me to the area manager and she believed in me! the job would have a nice pay, full-time temp position, i'd be working for them for 3 mos, 40hrs a week..and if ever they'd like me i can stay til almost forever..but if they don't, i guess they wounldn't offer me any job or position after 3 mos..
i'm really thanking God for all these continious blessings He's been showering me and believe me, HE ALWAYS ANSWER PRAYERS IN HIS OWN TIME BUT DEFINITELY, AT THE RIGHT TIME..
*just saw the first episode of Gossip Girl and i like the story and the twisted relationships between the characters..haha i've never read the book but i think i'll like it and i'm starting to like Dan..hahaha Dan = TV series
**too bad Private Practice (Addison's show) premiered the same time with Gossip girl, exactly the same time!!! grrr that's why i have no idea how her show started and how am i going to watch both shows?? hahaha
***i'm waiting to Big Shot (sex and the city, guy version) haha
****always waiting for more of the new season of Grey's Anatomy! and yea, try to listen to Burke's wedding vow..i cried! haha
yep, i'm working!
i'm working at 7/11 Glenoaks, Glendale at "tita" lolita's shop, i (plus mama) got in because uncle referred us just to start and to have some local experience to get our lives starting and luckily she needed 2 people for the N. Hollywood shop (very far) and we're the answer for her and vice versa..the pay is not that big, minimum but really doesn't matter that much..experience means more than the actual payment (well, this goes for me)
i have 2 new friends now, Gabriel (mexican) and Del (indian), 21 and 20 respectively. first day of work their first question was my age and they can't believe that i'm 21! haha they even said i'm not even fit for 18..haha o well, baby face e! hahaha yaaakkk..anyway, they trained us and had the same shift with them til tomorrow, then on friday, we're going to the N.Hollywood shop and know new people..nose bleeding or not, i definitely need to speak in English not a word of Tagalog whenever i'm with them at the register, good thing straight English comes out to me automatically even when i'm talking to the owner (pinoy) and to mama..haha
infairness compliments to MC again and well, to me as well! hahahah feeling! because as always they expected Filipino's to have this certain English accent and they never hear from me, they asked me most of the time if i was born here and since when did i arrive in US..surprise surprise..just this May! hahaha pat on MC's shoulder! hahaha
then tuesday i called Linda Patton, HR recruiter from Kaiser Permanente Hospital, asked her about their decision on the Chart Room Clerk position and it was my first time to hear the phrase "we're hiring you" and gulay it sounds really good..i tell you! i was on my phone smiling and all giggly..haha and quite a few times thanking her because she "sold" me to the area manager and she believed in me! the job would have a nice pay, full-time temp position, i'd be working for them for 3 mos, 40hrs a week..and if ever they'd like me i can stay til almost forever..but if they don't, i guess they wounldn't offer me any job or position after 3 mos..
i'm really thanking God for all these continious blessings He's been showering me and believe me, HE ALWAYS ANSWER PRAYERS IN HIS OWN TIME BUT DEFINITELY, AT THE RIGHT TIME..
*just saw the first episode of Gossip Girl and i like the story and the twisted relationships between the characters..haha i've never read the book but i think i'll like it and i'm starting to like Dan..hahaha Dan = TV series
**too bad Private Practice (Addison's show) premiered the same time with Gossip girl, exactly the same time!!! grrr that's why i have no idea how her show started and how am i going to watch both shows?? hahaha
***i'm waiting to Big Shot (sex and the city, guy version) haha
****always waiting for more of the new season of Grey's Anatomy! and yea, try to listen to Burke's wedding vow..i cried! haha
Thursday, September 20, 2007
update
Mia Tiongson, former MCGS student (was my classmate in CSC and few times in GS) just saw her friendster and she quitted studying at MIT! hahaha (i know i sound mean) but you see, cheering can't save you from the real world..
she's taking up CE and most of my friends are CE majors, so they knew her not because she was a friend or former classmate, but they knew her because they didn't liked her..no one did, except her group of friends i guess..and tsismis goes that even the seniors of the cheering team didn't like at all..
during our freshman year i was telling them that she was my former classmate at MC then after hearing all those stuffs about her, i stopped bragging that she was my my classmate before..hahaha sorry to say but i don't want MC to have a bad impression, including me! hahaha (mean mean mean) studying at MIT and majoring in CE just with the letter E on it, is not a joke! haha so stop acting like the queen bee! hahahaha look what happened!
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gulay! i'm not really good in dealing with family matters..haaayy
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i had a filing exam last monday, the first part was to write A to Z in capital letters! (yes i know!) hahaha when i first read the instruction i was looking for more, i looked at the other pages but that was the other parts of the exam..haha i thought it was a trick or something but that was it..haha i got 5 parts all perfect (alphabetizing, numerical order, chart code, appt time sched) and i never thought anyone could fail that exam because some really did fail the exam and had to retake it..
now i realized how MC helped me and how proud i am to be a Knoller and a Pinoy! (thank you Lord)
i'm going to have my 3rd screening at Kaiser Permanente Hospital, interview with the manager, i guess this is the last step to get the job..this time i really want to get in! i want this company and i want my job..hahaha although its a full time temp position its worth a try..i just hope i get in! =)
(wish me luck)
she's taking up CE and most of my friends are CE majors, so they knew her not because she was a friend or former classmate, but they knew her because they didn't liked her..no one did, except her group of friends i guess..and tsismis goes that even the seniors of the cheering team didn't like at all..
during our freshman year i was telling them that she was my former classmate at MC then after hearing all those stuffs about her, i stopped bragging that she was my my classmate before..hahaha sorry to say but i don't want MC to have a bad impression, including me! hahaha (mean mean mean) studying at MIT and majoring in CE just with the letter E on it, is not a joke! haha so stop acting like the queen bee! hahahaha look what happened!
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gulay! i'm not really good in dealing with family matters..haaayy
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i had a filing exam last monday, the first part was to write A to Z in capital letters! (yes i know!) hahaha when i first read the instruction i was looking for more, i looked at the other pages but that was the other parts of the exam..haha i thought it was a trick or something but that was it..haha i got 5 parts all perfect (alphabetizing, numerical order, chart code, appt time sched) and i never thought anyone could fail that exam because some really did fail the exam and had to retake it..
now i realized how MC helped me and how proud i am to be a Knoller and a Pinoy! (thank you Lord)
i'm going to have my 3rd screening at Kaiser Permanente Hospital, interview with the manager, i guess this is the last step to get the job..this time i really want to get in! i want this company and i want my job..hahaha although its a full time temp position its worth a try..i just hope i get in! =)
(wish me luck)
Monday, September 17, 2007
las vegas - reunion
i was out for 4 days haha and i've been speaking english for 4 days...STRAIGHT! hahaha
so magttagalog ako ngayon! haha
went to LAS VEGAS para sa Pagsanjan reunion ni papa, first time na umattend ng mga ganyang events nang magkaroon naman siya ng social life! hahaha
tapos kasama ko ung mga pinsan ko argyle and adrianne then kasama rin si emmanuel (argyle's bf), matt (adrianne's roommate for 7 years, mexican-american) so lahat sila laki sa US, so no choice but to speak english! hahaha nakakaintindi ng tagalo ung mga pinsan ko pero processing muna bago makasagot, c emmanuel naman marunong pa rin lahat kse 12 years old siya ng dumating dito pero may accent na talaga..at since si matt e ibang lahi talaga kailangan talagang magenglish..hahaha
dami kong mga hirit na gusto sabahin pero sympre iba dating kapag tagalog na hirit so never mind nalang! haha kung kayo, mga kaibigan ko kasama ko gets niyo! hahaha
first night kumain kami sa Lawry's Steak house, goodluck sa laki ng steak at over fancy place pero ang mga itsura namin hindi pang-fancy! haha libre ako ng isa sa pinsan ko, di ko lam kung sino nagbayad e! haha kse lahat sila naglabasan ng credit card ako wallet..haha pero sabi nila wag na daw..so THANKS! hahahah
tapos til 3am kami naglilibot at nagsusugal downtown..lahat sila bought their drinks pero ako hindi kse sasabog na talaga stomach ko sa bigat nung steak, hindi ko pa ubos ung steak sa lagay na un! hehehe so ako lang ang nagiisang sober that night just in case maggewang gewang sila dun! haha tapos di ko alam kung bkit kaya pa nila kumain at 2am! gulay! haha tlang full breakfast meal, ako wala suko ako sa kainan! haha
the next day ginising ako around 10am para naman meet ung family friend namin na nagsstay na ngayon sa Las Vegas, buffet time! haha sarap ng food so sige, i lost control! haha chibog kung chibog! hahaha tapos sobrang saya ng kwentuhan kse instead na from "rags to riches" ang mga pinoy dito nagiging "riches to rags"..hahaha nakakaloka talaga especially for them (parents) na sobrang stable ang life sa pinas pero just for the status (just in case), tinahak ang US..haayy
tapos met up again with the "kids" haha tapos nagpunta kami sa Strip kse di pa pala nakikita ni emmanuel ung Strip, sobrang lakad sa ilalim ng araw..tapos since di ako uminom kagabi may magandang lalagyayanan ung Paris ng drinks..so nagorder ako ng Strawberry Daquiri na parang strawberry shake ang dating kase konti lang ung alcohol na nilagay (di kase ako nagbigay ng tip! haha) kse nung si adrianne naglagay ng dollar sa tip box niya dinagdagan pa ng rum ung drink niya! haha
tapos naghotel hopping and casino hopping kami, ako forever nakaupo lang kase di ko feel magsugal..hahaha
tapos si adrianne gusto magbuffet again!! seafood buffet, suko na talaga ako sa buffet kse 2 buffets in a day, kamusta nman un?!??! pero wala mapilit, so cge fine! wag tumanggi! haha pero i ended up eating pa rin ng madami..hahaha tsk tsk i'm a pig! haha
tapos naggate-crash kami sa FORMAL dinner ng reunion, habang mga itsura namin e parang basahan lang ng mga tao dun! haha pero since anak naman kmi special treatment dahil "next gen" daw..hahahaha NO WAY! hahaha infairness madami pala akong kamaganak! haha at finally may kilala na ako na third cousin ko, for the first time! hehe
tapos ung 3 lalake uminom pa nang football long island na sobrang laki talaga..ano baaahh gano kalaki ba tyan niyo?!? ahaha kami ni argyle nasusuka na sa kakatingin sa kanila..hahaha
nagsiuwian na kami ng mga 4am
the next day nagsigisingan kami ng mga 7am para sa pinic event ng reunion..ANG AGA! tapos after nung kainan, nakahanap ako ng perfect spot, para matulog! haha sarap!! since park siya may nakita akong bench tapos under ng shade ng tree tapos mahangin, humiga ako at natulog! haha ginising nalang ako ni adrianne nang makatakas sa picnic..haha
libre ulit, starbucks kse si emmanuel manager ng isang starbucks sa Maryland..he gets 30% discount!! saya!
tapos went back to las vegas club hotel at dun kami nagsitulugan kanya knyang pwesto..haha basta makahiga at makapikit lang ayos na! haha tapos nagising ako ng mga 4pm para bumalik sa hotel namin habang lahat sila ay tulog tapos naghanap ako ng magandang souvenir (ico mayron ka!) small pero naaliw lang ako..hehe
tapos goodbye las vegas hello California!
i lost 9 bucks sa whole 3 day gambling trip..haha di ko na nabawi! haha walang kita! haha
so magttagalog ako ngayon! haha
went to LAS VEGAS para sa Pagsanjan reunion ni papa, first time na umattend ng mga ganyang events nang magkaroon naman siya ng social life! hahaha
tapos kasama ko ung mga pinsan ko argyle and adrianne then kasama rin si emmanuel (argyle's bf), matt (adrianne's roommate for 7 years, mexican-american) so lahat sila laki sa US, so no choice but to speak english! hahaha nakakaintindi ng tagalo ung mga pinsan ko pero processing muna bago makasagot, c emmanuel naman marunong pa rin lahat kse 12 years old siya ng dumating dito pero may accent na talaga..at since si matt e ibang lahi talaga kailangan talagang magenglish..hahaha
dami kong mga hirit na gusto sabahin pero sympre iba dating kapag tagalog na hirit so never mind nalang! haha kung kayo, mga kaibigan ko kasama ko gets niyo! hahaha
first night kumain kami sa Lawry's Steak house, goodluck sa laki ng steak at over fancy place pero ang mga itsura namin hindi pang-fancy! haha libre ako ng isa sa pinsan ko, di ko lam kung sino nagbayad e! haha kse lahat sila naglabasan ng credit card ako wallet..haha pero sabi nila wag na daw..so THANKS! hahahah
tapos til 3am kami naglilibot at nagsusugal downtown..lahat sila bought their drinks pero ako hindi kse sasabog na talaga stomach ko sa bigat nung steak, hindi ko pa ubos ung steak sa lagay na un! hehehe so ako lang ang nagiisang sober that night just in case maggewang gewang sila dun! haha tapos di ko alam kung bkit kaya pa nila kumain at 2am! gulay! haha tlang full breakfast meal, ako wala suko ako sa kainan! haha
the next day ginising ako around 10am para naman meet ung family friend namin na nagsstay na ngayon sa Las Vegas, buffet time! haha sarap ng food so sige, i lost control! haha chibog kung chibog! hahaha tapos sobrang saya ng kwentuhan kse instead na from "rags to riches" ang mga pinoy dito nagiging "riches to rags"..hahaha nakakaloka talaga especially for them (parents) na sobrang stable ang life sa pinas pero just for the status (just in case), tinahak ang US..haayy
tapos met up again with the "kids" haha tapos nagpunta kami sa Strip kse di pa pala nakikita ni emmanuel ung Strip, sobrang lakad sa ilalim ng araw..tapos since di ako uminom kagabi may magandang lalagyayanan ung Paris ng drinks..so nagorder ako ng Strawberry Daquiri na parang strawberry shake ang dating kase konti lang ung alcohol na nilagay (di kase ako nagbigay ng tip! haha) kse nung si adrianne naglagay ng dollar sa tip box niya dinagdagan pa ng rum ung drink niya! haha
tapos naghotel hopping and casino hopping kami, ako forever nakaupo lang kase di ko feel magsugal..hahaha
tapos si adrianne gusto magbuffet again!! seafood buffet, suko na talaga ako sa buffet kse 2 buffets in a day, kamusta nman un?!??! pero wala mapilit, so cge fine! wag tumanggi! haha pero i ended up eating pa rin ng madami..hahaha tsk tsk i'm a pig! haha
tapos naggate-crash kami sa FORMAL dinner ng reunion, habang mga itsura namin e parang basahan lang ng mga tao dun! haha pero since anak naman kmi special treatment dahil "next gen" daw..hahahaha NO WAY! hahaha infairness madami pala akong kamaganak! haha at finally may kilala na ako na third cousin ko, for the first time! hehe
tapos ung 3 lalake uminom pa nang football long island na sobrang laki talaga..ano baaahh gano kalaki ba tyan niyo?!? ahaha kami ni argyle nasusuka na sa kakatingin sa kanila..hahaha
nagsiuwian na kami ng mga 4am
the next day nagsigisingan kami ng mga 7am para sa pinic event ng reunion..ANG AGA! tapos after nung kainan, nakahanap ako ng perfect spot, para matulog! haha sarap!! since park siya may nakita akong bench tapos under ng shade ng tree tapos mahangin, humiga ako at natulog! haha ginising nalang ako ni adrianne nang makatakas sa picnic..haha
libre ulit, starbucks kse si emmanuel manager ng isang starbucks sa Maryland..he gets 30% discount!! saya!
tapos went back to las vegas club hotel at dun kami nagsitulugan kanya knyang pwesto..haha basta makahiga at makapikit lang ayos na! haha tapos nagising ako ng mga 4pm para bumalik sa hotel namin habang lahat sila ay tulog tapos naghanap ako ng magandang souvenir (ico mayron ka!) small pero naaliw lang ako..hehe
tapos goodbye las vegas hello California!
i lost 9 bucks sa whole 3 day gambling trip..haha di ko na nabawi! haha walang kita! haha
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
i like
The Bottom Line
Just try to have fun while you can today -- you can't wait for the perfect moment.
In Detail
Have you ever have one of those dreams where you are trying to run as fast as you can, but somehow can't do much more than slowly inch your way along? Today might feel a bit like that -- frustrating, limiting, and yet somehow interesting. Whatever it is that is impeding your progress isn't clear, and it isn't important. There is no point in getting rid of the obstacles right now -- they are not going anywhere. Just try to have fun as you try to fun faster.
i think i'm being answered by all these things happening around me..hmmm
Sunday, September 9, 2007
sunday adventure
adventure kaming tatlo ng magulang ko! haha
una, may isang church na malapit samin kala namin catholic church tapos upong upo na kami ng ma-notice namin ang harap, wlang altar..okie...atras! haha
then since next mass e sa hapon na sa may LA, chumibog muna sa isang Thai resto (ang saarraaapp) love it! haha tapos punta ever reliable ROSS! and i found another knitted jacket na tagal na akong naghahanap (ico, ung dpat bbilhin ko na mahaba dati, remember?!) finally i have one tapos gusto ko pang color, brown..ganda ganda! cheaper than other dept store so i guess goodbuy na tlga khit medyo di good sa akin pero since i looovee it, good buy! haha labo!
tapos may nabili ako na silver shoes a month ago, la akong materno na bag for it so forced to buy! haha mga 3 times akong nagpaikot ikot and i found it! haha RL bag na sumisigaw dahil tadtad ng pangalan! haha ayoko ng ganon na design pero kse good price and i need one..haha e malakas ang convincing power ni mama so game! bought it! hahaha
tapos late na kami for the LA church mass, malapit ung cathedral so try namin cathedral..pagdating namin dun okie, blessing na! so parang nagbisita iglesia nalang kami and i prayed..bawi next week! hehe tapos i asked God about something and sabi ko, "i don't know how You're going to answer me, pero Lord sana masagot niyo ako.." tapos nagpunta kami sa souvenir shop ng cathedral tapos tingin tingin, may dinampot ako na small heart shaped steel tapos nakasulat "TRUST IN THE LORD WITH ALL YOUR HEART" tapos i just felt that He asnwered me, to just trust Him..=)
tapos pauwi na kami then for dinner i was craving for noodle soup, so punta kami sa cheap na masarap na noodle place..tapos! this is the best part, may nakita akong store ng mga DVD and VCD ng mga korean,taiwan,chinese movie! and yeSS! mayron sila ng series!! expensive though! $1 pero episode! e since one time big time lang naman 'til i get a job cguro..hahahah so binili ko ung recommended nung friendly chinese girl.."COFFEE PRINCE, SHOP NO.1"
sabi niya maganda daw ang latest, si princess hours ung isang bida na girl..and short hair! hahaha ganda pa rin niya gulay! hahaha tapos ilang beses ko pinaguulit ulit kung may subtitle dahil kailan namin magkaintindihan ng dvd! hahaha
tapos sobrang naexcite ako nagkwento na ako sa girl na napanood ko na ung mga ibang series nila dito sa pinas..blah blah..and parang friends kami kapag tiningnana kami naguusap! haha SAYA SAYA!! mayron dun, green rose, my girl, princess hours, prince hours, memories in bali, princes lulu, tapos ung mga gusto ko mapanood na foxy lady, marry a millionaire, windstruck, atbp! NAME IT! hahaha basta pagnakajob ako ng malupit ito ang bisyo ko for sure! hahah tsk tsk..sana may peke..hahahhaha
una, may isang church na malapit samin kala namin catholic church tapos upong upo na kami ng ma-notice namin ang harap, wlang altar..okie...atras! haha
then since next mass e sa hapon na sa may LA, chumibog muna sa isang Thai resto (ang saarraaapp) love it! haha tapos punta ever reliable ROSS! and i found another knitted jacket na tagal na akong naghahanap (ico, ung dpat bbilhin ko na mahaba dati, remember?!) finally i have one tapos gusto ko pang color, brown..ganda ganda! cheaper than other dept store so i guess goodbuy na tlga khit medyo di good sa akin pero since i looovee it, good buy! haha labo!
tapos may nabili ako na silver shoes a month ago, la akong materno na bag for it so forced to buy! haha mga 3 times akong nagpaikot ikot and i found it! haha RL bag na sumisigaw dahil tadtad ng pangalan! haha ayoko ng ganon na design pero kse good price and i need one..haha e malakas ang convincing power ni mama so game! bought it! hahaha
tapos late na kami for the LA church mass, malapit ung cathedral so try namin cathedral..pagdating namin dun okie, blessing na! so parang nagbisita iglesia nalang kami and i prayed..bawi next week! hehe tapos i asked God about something and sabi ko, "i don't know how You're going to answer me, pero Lord sana masagot niyo ako.." tapos nagpunta kami sa souvenir shop ng cathedral tapos tingin tingin, may dinampot ako na small heart shaped steel tapos nakasulat "TRUST IN THE LORD WITH ALL YOUR HEART" tapos i just felt that He asnwered me, to just trust Him..=)
tapos pauwi na kami then for dinner i was craving for noodle soup, so punta kami sa cheap na masarap na noodle place..tapos! this is the best part, may nakita akong store ng mga DVD and VCD ng mga korean,taiwan,chinese movie! and yeSS! mayron sila ng series!! expensive though! $1 pero episode! e since one time big time lang naman 'til i get a job cguro..hahahah so binili ko ung recommended nung friendly chinese girl.."COFFEE PRINCE, SHOP NO.1"
sabi niya maganda daw ang latest, si princess hours ung isang bida na girl..and short hair! hahaha ganda pa rin niya gulay! hahaha tapos ilang beses ko pinaguulit ulit kung may subtitle dahil kailan namin magkaintindihan ng dvd! hahaha
tapos sobrang naexcite ako nagkwento na ako sa girl na napanood ko na ung mga ibang series nila dito sa pinas..blah blah..and parang friends kami kapag tiningnana kami naguusap! haha SAYA SAYA!! mayron dun, green rose, my girl, princess hours, prince hours, memories in bali, princes lulu, tapos ung mga gusto ko mapanood na foxy lady, marry a millionaire, windstruck, atbp! NAME IT! hahaha basta pagnakajob ako ng malupit ito ang bisyo ko for sure! hahah tsk tsk..sana may peke..hahahhaha
tsismis time!
haha tsismis galore ako! haha khit na for sure alam niyo na to! hehe
well una sa lahat, sa mga taong may crush kay vanessa hudgens..ahem..ang landi ng crush niyo! hahaha i'm sorry but the photos were confirmed and for zack's eyes only daw! haha naman! wag na picturan kung for his eyes naman e..haha live nalang! haha la pang scandal! haha tsk tsk tsk sbi na nga ba e! (hi to cawax!) ung mga tahimik na pacute-cute e un ung kulo sa loob e! haha kaya pasalamat nalang ung mga taong maiingay! hahahaha
i wanted to post the pics sana kso parang panget naman tingnan na may nude pic ako dito of a girl..haha guy pwede pa e! hahaha
link: http://www.crazydaysandnights.net/2007/01/vanessa-hudgens-naked.html
link: http://www.crazydaysandnights.net/2007/09/vanessa-before-she-got-naked.html
sige i-crush nyo pa siya! haha go ahead! hahahaha (galit?!)
tapos si pratts, 4 months pregnant! at sumakto pa na nagdesisyon na gusto daw makakuha ng US degree..hmmm??? hahaha and kamukha ni marvin agustin ung guy! haha non-showbiz bf ni pratts..and they're planning to get married daw after the pregnancy..okie fine..at ex ni pratts ang current bf ni toni gonzaga! hmmm..(hi to kai!..haha) napagusapan namin ni kai parang nagiba ung dating nung guy sa amin ngayon na nalaman na ex ni pratts..haha kse naman khit paano it reflects something, kung sino ang ex and all...right kai?!? hehehe
regine and ogie, umamin na! haha o well i knew it! obvious naman e.."to my special friend" ahahah whatever!! hahaha pero sana naman ito na for regine kse ang tanda na niya e! haha (mean) pero oo e..sayang ang lahi..ikalat! haha
well ironic ulit, halos wla akong alam about hollywood tsismis! haha kse i don't watch tv unless mga sitcoms..hehe so un kaya puro pinas tsismis..hahaha
well una sa lahat, sa mga taong may crush kay vanessa hudgens..ahem..ang landi ng crush niyo! hahaha i'm sorry but the photos were confirmed and for zack's eyes only daw! haha naman! wag na picturan kung for his eyes naman e..haha live nalang! haha la pang scandal! haha tsk tsk tsk sbi na nga ba e! (hi to cawax!) ung mga tahimik na pacute-cute e un ung kulo sa loob e! haha kaya pasalamat nalang ung mga taong maiingay! hahahaha
i wanted to post the pics sana kso parang panget naman tingnan na may nude pic ako dito of a girl..haha guy pwede pa e! hahaha
link: http://www.crazydaysandnights.net/2007/01/vanessa-hudgens-naked.html
link: http://www.crazydaysandnights.net/2007/09/vanessa-before-she-got-naked.html
sige i-crush nyo pa siya! haha go ahead! hahahaha (galit?!)
tapos si pratts, 4 months pregnant! at sumakto pa na nagdesisyon na gusto daw makakuha ng US degree..hmmm??? hahaha and kamukha ni marvin agustin ung guy! haha non-showbiz bf ni pratts..and they're planning to get married daw after the pregnancy..okie fine..at ex ni pratts ang current bf ni toni gonzaga! hmmm..(hi to kai!..haha) napagusapan namin ni kai parang nagiba ung dating nung guy sa amin ngayon na nalaman na ex ni pratts..haha kse naman khit paano it reflects something, kung sino ang ex and all...right kai?!? hehehe
regine and ogie, umamin na! haha o well i knew it! obvious naman e.."to my special friend" ahahah whatever!! hahaha pero sana naman ito na for regine kse ang tanda na niya e! haha (mean) pero oo e..sayang ang lahi..ikalat! haha
well ironic ulit, halos wla akong alam about hollywood tsismis! haha kse i don't watch tv unless mga sitcoms..hehe so un kaya puro pinas tsismis..hahaha
Thursday, September 6, 2007
isn't ironic?
how ironic can my life get? hahaha
we were having dinner, mama, papa, and me. then all of a sudden they were interrogating me about ico! ahuh! i know! hahaha and the best part is (i don't know good or bad), papa was the one initiating the question and answer-get to know-ico's data..grabe! haha they asked me, "kung nanliligaw na ba?", "tiga-saan?", "ano surname?", "ano course?", "kayo na ba?"..and it felt like bullets na sunod sunod na tinitira sa akin..haha no time to breathe actually! hahaha
although i know mama knows better and i think she knows we're still together..hehe technically she's wrong..but i know she got the idea years ago! haha
but there was one thing that really bothers me..mama said something that lolo mentioned to her while she's "picking up" the right guy in the her line of manliligaw! haha (sabi niya! haha) and i think it really matters, i'm not blind and i don't want to be..i just hope that it doesn't apply to all (guys)...
another ironic part of my life, the one thing that i'm waiting for is right in front of me..it's all up to me..i just need to say" go" or "no" and i'll get what i always wanted for the past 3 months..but now i'm the one saying, "let's wait and see".....
p.s. ico sabi pala ni papa, bilisan mo daw pagpaggawa at bayaran mo na rin daw para lumakas ka! magpalakas ka daw! hahaha (HOY JOKE LANG YAN UNG BAYARAN!)
we were having dinner, mama, papa, and me. then all of a sudden they were interrogating me about ico! ahuh! i know! hahaha and the best part is (i don't know good or bad), papa was the one initiating the question and answer-get to know-ico's data..grabe! haha they asked me, "kung nanliligaw na ba?", "tiga-saan?", "ano surname?", "ano course?", "kayo na ba?"..and it felt like bullets na sunod sunod na tinitira sa akin..haha no time to breathe actually! hahaha
although i know mama knows better and i think she knows we're still together..hehe technically she's wrong..but i know she got the idea years ago! haha
but there was one thing that really bothers me..mama said something that lolo mentioned to her while she's "picking up" the right guy in the her line of manliligaw! haha (sabi niya! haha) and i think it really matters, i'm not blind and i don't want to be..i just hope that it doesn't apply to all (guys)...
another ironic part of my life, the one thing that i'm waiting for is right in front of me..it's all up to me..i just need to say" go" or "no" and i'll get what i always wanted for the past 3 months..but now i'm the one saying, "let's wait and see".....
p.s. ico sabi pala ni papa, bilisan mo daw pagpaggawa at bayaran mo na rin daw para lumakas ka! magpalakas ka daw! hahaha (HOY JOKE LANG YAN UNG BAYARAN!)
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
casino royal
2 casinos in a week ang tinuhog namin! haha
one at Agua Caliente, gave me $10..haha sa 2cents machine..ok na un! haha tapos went home around 3AM..pero mga 2 hours non, nagssudoku lang ako at music..haha mga security nakatingin skin kse with the backpack pa ako, indian sit, may sudoku, at mp3..haha as in libot ng libot sa lugar ko, i'm just waiting for them na sitahin ako..haha malakas na loob kse legal na ako! hahaha lagi kse akong illegal for the past 3 years..hahaha
then the other night sa San Manuel, i love this casino! bestfriends kami! haha ung sa sarili kong puhunan, gave me $25.60 yess sa 5cent game..pero actually ung kita ko lang tlga is $10 kapag inalis ung puhunan..hehe then tinwag ako ng uncle ko sbi niya ako daw maglaro nung money niya sa $1 machine, sbi niya bka swerte ako..and TADA its true! hahaha ung puhunan ni uncle na $100 nagawa kong $300 yeheess..tapos he gave me the $200 kse ako naman daw naglaro! yeheesss!!! uwi na nang pinas para malaki! hahaha i was aiming for the $10k para sarili kong fare money pauwi! haha nang fly ako agad! hahaha tapos we went home 9AM, kmusta naman un lola! haha kse talo lola ko so gusto niya bumawi, pero the more na natalo..hahaha di naman kami makaimik dahil un lang libangan ni lola..ok fine, sakit sa ulo abot nito!
so there, i got money but i also have debts..haha so mauuwi rin sa bayad ko kay papa for the brand new sirang phone..haha labo
random: i learned something this week and it's communication! a lot of it makes everything lighter but not better! haha
one at Agua Caliente, gave me $10..haha sa 2cents machine..ok na un! haha tapos went home around 3AM..pero mga 2 hours non, nagssudoku lang ako at music..haha mga security nakatingin skin kse with the backpack pa ako, indian sit, may sudoku, at mp3..haha as in libot ng libot sa lugar ko, i'm just waiting for them na sitahin ako..haha malakas na loob kse legal na ako! hahaha lagi kse akong illegal for the past 3 years..hahaha
then the other night sa San Manuel, i love this casino! bestfriends kami! haha ung sa sarili kong puhunan, gave me $25.60 yess sa 5cent game..pero actually ung kita ko lang tlga is $10 kapag inalis ung puhunan..hehe then tinwag ako ng uncle ko sbi niya ako daw maglaro nung money niya sa $1 machine, sbi niya bka swerte ako..and TADA its true! hahaha ung puhunan ni uncle na $100 nagawa kong $300 yeheess..tapos he gave me the $200 kse ako naman daw naglaro! yeheesss!!! uwi na nang pinas para malaki! hahaha i was aiming for the $10k para sarili kong fare money pauwi! haha nang fly ako agad! hahaha tapos we went home 9AM, kmusta naman un lola! haha kse talo lola ko so gusto niya bumawi, pero the more na natalo..hahaha di naman kami makaimik dahil un lang libangan ni lola..ok fine, sakit sa ulo abot nito!
so there, i got money but i also have debts..haha so mauuwi rin sa bayad ko kay papa for the brand new sirang phone..haha labo
random: i learned something this week and it's communication! a lot of it makes everything lighter but not better! haha
Monday, September 3, 2007
grey's - desperate
had nothing to do while online, then pam mentioned
something about a quiz she took at abc.com ..haha "which grey's anatomy lady is most likely you"..she was addison! haha scary!
so i took it too...result:
You're callie
you are very direct and sometimes that is a bit much for people
to handle, but you just call it like you see it. Life's too short not to be lived to the fullest and if that scares some people, then who needs them? You're an all-or- nothing person, so people who can't commit have no place in you life. You deserve someone who love and live just as hard as you do.
infairness every statement is true and i like callie in the story.. haha and i see a lot of similarities with her! although i slightly know her pain with george..tsk
i also saw a desperate housewives quiz, so i took..and i knew it, i was going to be..
Susan
you always mean well, but somehow things don't always work out as
you'd planned. It doesn't matter. You take you tumbles with good grace and always come up smiling. But try to remember you're the grown-up in you family.
i wasn't surprised because i can see some of me in Susan..but scared too that I DON'T WANT TO END UP LIKE HER, the life she had, the roller coaster love life and how many men she had gone through..most of all, i don't want to be stupid-fool for love (like what happened to her with karl)
yes, i may tumble but with grace and always end up smiling! haha
something about a quiz she took at abc.com ..haha "which grey's anatomy lady is most likely you"..she was addison! haha scary!
so i took it too...result:
You're callie
you are very direct and sometimes that is a bit much for people
to handle, but you just call it like you see it. Life's too short not to be lived to the fullest and if that scares some people, then who needs them? You're an all-or- nothing person, so people who can't commit have no place in you life. You deserve someone who love and live just as hard as you do. infairness every statement is true and i like callie in the story.. haha and i see a lot of similarities with her! although i slightly know her pain with george..tsk
i also saw a desperate housewives quiz, so i took..and i knew it, i was going to be..
Susan
you always mean well, but somehow things don't always work out as
you'd planned. It doesn't matter. You take you tumbles with good grace and always come up smiling. But try to remember you're the grown-up in you family. i wasn't surprised because i can see some of me in Susan..but scared too that I DON'T WANT TO END UP LIKE HER, the life she had, the roller coaster love life and how many men she had gone through..most of all, i don't want to be stupid-fool for love (like what happened to her with karl)
yes, i may tumble but with grace and always end up smiling! haha
Friday, August 31, 2007
sana
i hate when i have nothing to do and when there's a lot of "empty moments" in my day..
i get depressed
thinks a lot..A LOT
gets confused
anger building slowly
trying to hold back tears
frustrated
i try to replace it by sleeping but the moment i wake up, all my thoughts are back again..
*wish*
i get depressed
thinks a lot..A LOT
gets confused
anger building slowly
trying to hold back tears
frustrated
i try to replace it by sleeping but the moment i wake up, all my thoughts are back again..
*wish*
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
gilmore girls, cry
as my usual routine, every tuesday, 8PM at ktla 5..GILMORE GIRLS season 7
the episode today was heartbreaking..i was teary-eyed watching that certain scene, while she was singing "I'll Always Love You". sakit sobra! (haha affected!??)
and the other part is major heartwarming, though bad boys can be really bad, i knew somewhere in their system runs a soft spot..softer than the boy next door guys..
if life can be cruel at one point in your life, believe that it will always have a way to make your life almost perfect!
the episode today was heartbreaking..i was teary-eyed watching that certain scene, while she was singing "I'll Always Love You". sakit sobra! (haha affected!??)
and the other part is major heartwarming, though bad boys can be really bad, i knew somewhere in their system runs a soft spot..softer than the boy next door guys..
if life can be cruel at one point in your life, believe that it will always have a way to make your life almost perfect!
Monday, August 27, 2007
no more globe
my globe is officially not working slash no signal slash no maintaining balance for roaming services..
well i could ask my kuya to load it up for me, but i think globe is corrupting people's load! haha even in pinas e! haha so never mind..
i'm going to use mither's smart sim - 09183826582
so if you want to text me or something, i can receive your messages here!
right now i feel like everything's going wrong in "my world"..gulay!
thank God i'm not breaking down..=)
well i could ask my kuya to load it up for me, but i think globe is corrupting people's load! haha even in pinas e! haha so never mind..
i'm going to use mither's smart sim - 09183826582
so if you want to text me or something, i can receive your messages here!
right now i feel like everything's going wrong in "my world"..gulay!
thank God i'm not breaking down..=)
un
can i be called a martyr? hope not..
lesson learned: you can never ever salvage a person from his/her works and magics..
i never thought this would be a lot heavier than i could imagine..
numb and getting more..
for the sake of friendship, so cliche, can it really happen?..
better to have a piece of something than nothing at all..
too much thinking, makes me sick and leads to despise..
lesson learned: you can never ever salvage a person from his/her works and magics..
i never thought this would be a lot heavier than i could imagine..
numb and getting more..
for the sake of friendship, so cliche, can it really happen?..
better to have a piece of something than nothing at all..
too much thinking, makes me sick and leads to despise..
Saturday, August 25, 2007
arrrgggghhhh
NAKAKAINIS ANG GLOBE! sobrang daya sa service! wla pang 2 months since nagload ako, tapos i never used my load, hindi ako nagttext back sa mga tao, di na rin ako naka - i'm SMS sa ym, halos wala na nga akong natatanggap na text..tapos biglang magttext ang lecheng Globe, "balance insufficient, please reload on 08-27-07 philippine time to continue your roaming service..blah blah"...WHAT THE HELL!! hahaha ano baaaa kung alam ko lang nakakainin nyo rin ung load ko, edi sana nagtext nalang ako nang may napala naman kaysa sa biglang *poof*..balance insufficient!! ano beehhh...
nakakairita ng malupet! kaya bka arburin ko nalang sim ni mama na smart! grrrrrrr
nakakapanginit ng ulo, matutulog na nga lang e..naexcite pa ako kse may nagtext, infairness may nakaalala..sabay GLOBE..with the news na balance insufficient..wohoooo goodnight sleep!! hahaha gulay!!! hahahaha
akala ko ba mukaly ang buhay sa sinabawang gulay?!?! hahaha
i got my 7610, finally! pero goodluck naman, nakakamis ang mga stalls sa sta.lucia na punong-puno ng mga additional eklats sa phone! haha dito, goodluck, nakakapanghinayang magayos ng phone lalo na kpag alam mo ung price sa pinas! hahaha
i'm going to have my interview tomorrow, bahala na si Lord..pero sana what i wanted in my life, sana un ung mangyare..haha i know malabo ako..pero hiraaappp..
*pppffffftttt...*
nakakairita ng malupet! kaya bka arburin ko nalang sim ni mama na smart! grrrrrrr
nakakapanginit ng ulo, matutulog na nga lang e..naexcite pa ako kse may nagtext, infairness may nakaalala..sabay GLOBE..with the news na balance insufficient..wohoooo goodnight sleep!! hahaha gulay!!! hahahaha
akala ko ba mukaly ang buhay sa sinabawang gulay?!?! hahaha
i got my 7610, finally! pero goodluck naman, nakakamis ang mga stalls sa sta.lucia na punong-puno ng mga additional eklats sa phone! haha dito, goodluck, nakakapanghinayang magayos ng phone lalo na kpag alam mo ung price sa pinas! hahaha
i'm going to have my interview tomorrow, bahala na si Lord..pero sana what i wanted in my life, sana un ung mangyare..haha i know malabo ako..pero hiraaappp..
*pppffffftttt...*
Friday, August 24, 2007
Sam's Letters to Jennifer
just finished reading "Sam's Letters to Jennifer" by James Patterson..and tears were falling last night..haha
the book was sooo beautiful and hopeful..of course the usual stories, "they lived happily everafter"..yes they lived happily but not for everafter..though it wasn't really applied at the end..i was still sad because i know that 3-5 years from their lives together, someone will leave though they really wouldn't want that too happen, but nature calls..
drama drama but i felt her (Jennifer's) pain in every moment she had to face with her Grandma and with Brendan's situation..
the book showed two kinds of love, one, just when you thought you're not going to be able love someone again..someone will always knock on your door and would let you feel the love you thought you'd never have..
two, you might have settled for someone in your life but, when the "right one", "your soulmate", "your bestfriend" comes along everything fades..especially when you weren't able to feel all those love from the one you've settled with..yes, adultery maybe have been shown in the book but i guess when you're in love there's always room for reasoning..and just like what i've always believed in, people can love two persons at the same time but with different level of passion for each..
anyway, it's a must read book! always, Patterson's romantic novel never fails! just like "Suzanne's Diary for Nicholas"..
i want to read another book but for now i just want to remain in love with their story..haha maybe next week i'd start a new book..
the book was sooo beautiful and hopeful..of course the usual stories, "they lived happily everafter"..yes they lived happily but not for everafter..though it wasn't really applied at the end..i was still sad because i know that 3-5 years from their lives together, someone will leave though they really wouldn't want that too happen, but nature calls..
drama drama but i felt her (Jennifer's) pain in every moment she had to face with her Grandma and with Brendan's situation..
the book showed two kinds of love, one, just when you thought you're not going to be able love someone again..someone will always knock on your door and would let you feel the love you thought you'd never have..
two, you might have settled for someone in your life but, when the "right one", "your soulmate", "your bestfriend" comes along everything fades..especially when you weren't able to feel all those love from the one you've settled with..yes, adultery maybe have been shown in the book but i guess when you're in love there's always room for reasoning..and just like what i've always believed in, people can love two persons at the same time but with different level of passion for each..
anyway, it's a must read book! always, Patterson's romantic novel never fails! just like "Suzanne's Diary for Nicholas"..
i want to read another book but for now i just want to remain in love with their story..haha maybe next week i'd start a new book..
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
dream and reality
i'm torn between two lovers! haha NOT! long way to go..
anyway, seriously i'm torn between my dream and reality..
i'm half and half about everything but, with lots of prayers and trust..i'm just lifting all the decision to Him..i've decided that if He wants me to go through this and put aside my dream for a while, then i'd accept it and understand..but if He knows that i just pursue my dream first, then He'd show me the sign..
it's a give and take thing, if other people are sacrificing something to survive, then i'm open to share my sacrifice..
i've learned that i should know what i want but at the same time still be open to changes and scenarios that needs flexibility..and i'm glad i'm doing it and still trying to get better..
Take the wheel, Lord
anyway, seriously i'm torn between my dream and reality..
i'm half and half about everything but, with lots of prayers and trust..i'm just lifting all the decision to Him..i've decided that if He wants me to go through this and put aside my dream for a while, then i'd accept it and understand..but if He knows that i just pursue my dream first, then He'd show me the sign..
it's a give and take thing, if other people are sacrificing something to survive, then i'm open to share my sacrifice..
i've learned that i should know what i want but at the same time still be open to changes and scenarios that needs flexibility..and i'm glad i'm doing it and still trying to get better..
Take the wheel, Lord
Monday, August 20, 2007
smile - grant lee philips
RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds!
1. If someone says "Is this okay?" you say?
-- so far away - nine days (hahaha pangasar na sagot! haha)
2. What would best describe your personality?
-- love can't lie - sarah geronimo (true!)
3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
-- if i am - nine days (if i am like him! haha similarities)
4. How do you feel today?
--moving pictures - fall out boy (literally!! gulay..addictive)
5. What is your life's purpose?
-- king creole - bloomfields (with a great big soul, he goes by the name of king creole!)
6. What is your motto?
-- Trying to find my way - lifehouse (PATAMA!!! grabe..)
7. What do your friends think of you?
-- dawson's creek ost - goo goo dolls (somehow related..hmm)
8. What do you think of your parents?
-- on my way down - ryan cabrera (25% true..)
9. What do you think about very often?
-- i don't wanna lose your love tonight - wyclef jean (subconsciously??!)
10. What do you think of your bestfriend?
-- learning to breathe - switchfoot (no bestfriend for me, but i guess it's applicable sa isang tao)
11. What do you think of the person you like?
-- to make you feel my love - kelly clarkson (trying..)
12. What is your life story?
-- i want you to want me - cheap trick (HAHAHAHAHA mas mahaba pa na tawa dapat)
13. What do you want to be when you grow up?
-- shine your light - robbie robertson (true true..someday!)
14. What do you think when you see the person you like?
-- The dog song - nellie mcKay (WOHOOOO SAKTO!!!)
15. What do your parents think of you?
--how could you say you love me - sarah geronimo (hehe is this bec of??!)
16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
-- dance dance - fall out boy (galing! haha sakto!)
17. What will they play at your funeral?
-- kahit na - bridge (nakakalungkot na nakakaiyak isipin)
18. What is your favorite hobby/interest?
-- drive - incubus (true! long driving and car race games)
19. What is your biggest fear?
-- i miss you - incubus (hmmm)
20. What is your biggest secret?
-- my immortal - evanescence (make that I'M immortal! hehe pero true ung meaning nang song)
21. What song will be the title when you repost this?0
- smile - grant lee philips
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds!
1. If someone says "Is this okay?" you say?
-- so far away - nine days (hahaha pangasar na sagot! haha)
2. What would best describe your personality?
-- love can't lie - sarah geronimo (true!)
3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
-- if i am - nine days (if i am like him! haha similarities)
4. How do you feel today?
--moving pictures - fall out boy (literally!! gulay..addictive)
5. What is your life's purpose?
-- king creole - bloomfields (with a great big soul, he goes by the name of king creole!)
6. What is your motto?
-- Trying to find my way - lifehouse (PATAMA!!! grabe..)
7. What do your friends think of you?
-- dawson's creek ost - goo goo dolls (somehow related..hmm)
8. What do you think of your parents?
-- on my way down - ryan cabrera (25% true..)
9. What do you think about very often?
-- i don't wanna lose your love tonight - wyclef jean (subconsciously??!)
10. What do you think of your bestfriend?
-- learning to breathe - switchfoot (no bestfriend for me, but i guess it's applicable sa isang tao)
11. What do you think of the person you like?
-- to make you feel my love - kelly clarkson (trying..)
12. What is your life story?
-- i want you to want me - cheap trick (HAHAHAHAHA mas mahaba pa na tawa dapat)
13. What do you want to be when you grow up?
-- shine your light - robbie robertson (true true..someday!)
14. What do you think when you see the person you like?
-- The dog song - nellie mcKay (WOHOOOO SAKTO!!!)
15. What do your parents think of you?
--how could you say you love me - sarah geronimo (hehe is this bec of??!)
16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
-- dance dance - fall out boy (galing! haha sakto!)
17. What will they play at your funeral?
-- kahit na - bridge (nakakalungkot na nakakaiyak isipin)
18. What is your favorite hobby/interest?
-- drive - incubus (true! long driving and car race games)
19. What is your biggest fear?
-- i miss you - incubus (hmmm)
20. What is your biggest secret?
-- my immortal - evanescence (make that I'M immortal! hehe pero true ung meaning nang song)
21. What song will be the title when you repost this?0
- smile - grant lee philips
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